My Opinion

THE THIEF

Procrastination is a thief of time and Netflix is its accomplice. I had taken a break from that site for a while but I'm back on it and it is absolutely frightening. Hours go by so quickly I do not even have an idea as to where they might have slipped off to. 

I have a test. A big enough test that could decide my fate, partially at least, I've been trying to study for it in the past 4 days but here I am at 3 am still haven't taken up a single educational piece. I'm heavily relying on my friends to help me with this one which is a bit unfair since I'm failing to even take up a book.

But who's fault is it really? MIne? or the GOVERNMENT???? Schools should not even be in session rn. They should be closed. How can they expect people to study in these conditions? The news makes you wanna puke and these luring deadlines only make me sadder than I initially was from missing my friends or the outside world.

That said, major props to people who do online school in a normal setting. I respect you all now. I used to say how easy it must have been since you work at your own pace in certain aspects and you get to be home, the place I cry to be every day when I am forced to go to school but now that I am stuck in this rabbit hole 24/7 and only leave 2 times per month, I AM DYING. I don't wanna do it. 

Maybe its coupled with the fact that I am not fully equipped for online schooling and that there is still a raging pandemic but still

I am having a horrible time and saying stay safe des NOT make up for the fact that I have a test to study for in a subject I find difficult that I hardly have been learning since this homeschooling thing and that I haven't been studying for.

You could say it's my fault that I haven't been studying and making an individual effort but its not my fault. 

ITS THE GOVERNMENT and the fact that brain empty. no thoughts.

GOD BLESSS the people that are gonna help me prepare for this test, they definitely need it.