Crushed

Forever, or never again.

"Go to her...She'll help.", Said Rachel.
No.
I don't want to go to her
She'll hurt my imagination.
"She'll help...come on."
No.
She'll pull you away just as she did him.
"Deidre...come on!"
NO!
I don't like the counsellor. She's bringing me back into the world I don't want to be in.
Rachel, Shreya, Sheh, Meg...I don't want to lose you as I did him.
No.

WHY?
WHY IS IT ME?
LEAVE ME BE!
Just...leave me be?
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There's a hope that's waiting for me..

The side of the tunnel I can't see.

The positivity...is holding me.

All that's left of me are my dreams.

Is it wrong

That I wanna scream and let out my tale?

Is it wrong

That I tell people I'm fine?

Is it wrong

To feel that what heals time?

The grass is always greener on the other side.

But you never really know what it's like.

I'm feeling like I'm losing my head.

Lost and alone, away.

Can't tell what happen,what lead

I feel like I'm gone astray.

For no other reason.

For no other fable.

War nor peace.

Can heal.

We're stuck in spaces

Of empty faces

Broken hearts,disturbed dreams and wishes

Tears and sadness

Hope and faith

Is deemed useless for an ameture soul

We're devoid

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I feel it tightening...around me. I feel the blur in my sight. It hurts massively, yet I seem to be able to bear it.
How much longer ?
Just a few more minutes.
They say that you're whole life flashes around you when you're near the end, and to that I ask...What if you lived in fable? A whole world...that had been make-believe.
Fable, when turned against you can lead to a pain unimaginable.

I can't live with it.

Ah...my time's almost up.

I'm glad.

It isn't death that I fear, but living.

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