I can't do this.
I can no longer pretend that is me.
I am not that girl.
The one who smiled up at the sun.
Whose skin held a pigment.
Who could laugh all day and
Wake up and do it all again.
I am not her anymore.
I shield my self from that hot bright gas
I am translucent
I can't laugh for more than
Ten minutes,
My throats becomes sore and hoarse.
And I can't do this
I can't pretend to
Be the bearer of pigtails and eternal smiles
Anymore.
Even though you want me to
I can't
And I'm sorry that you are now
Mourning her disappearance.
And I'm sorry that you love her
And only me for I am her ghost,
You don't love me,
But her memory.
So you clutch me close
Because you don't wish to lose her
Not again.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Random emo shit
RandomShort "depressing" or "emo" stories, (sometimes short) ;) Basically just things I write when I have words and thoughts floating in my farcical mind. Also might be a lot of band or fandom related things Does contain swearing and some mature themes ~...
