I wish for your skin against mine
I wish for your eyes to light my body
Clearing the words of shame others have writtenI'd plead for you
Beg
CryI wish for you to be happy
I wish I could say these words
That have rested upon my tongue
For
YearsI'm afraid
I'm afraid this isn't real
That its all in my mind
And the secret
Silent
Kisses that have been given
Aren't realI'm afraid that once we touch
Your desire will diminishI'm afraid
I'm scared
I'm terrified
Of the thoughts I have
And how can you be attracted to that I am notAnd I'm scared
That I am fallingDown that obis that
So many have beforeBut I'm terrified that
My fingers will slip from yours
And you won't catch me
And I'll crash to the groundWith nothing except regret and an endless numbness.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Random emo shit
RandomShort "depressing" or "emo" stories, (sometimes short) ;) Basically just things I write when I have words and thoughts floating in my farcical mind. Also might be a lot of band or fandom related things Does contain swearing and some mature themes ~...