Waves (Chris Brown And Karin Jinsui)(Sequel To Is This Love)

Chapter 14: Forever

It's you, and me Movin' at the speed of light into eternity (yeah) Tonight, is the night To join me in the middle of ecstasy Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you (around you) I'ma take you there, I'ma take you there So don't be scared, I'm right here, baby We can go anywhere, go anywhere But first, it's your chance Take my hand, come with me It's like I waited my whole life For this one night
   -Chris Brown
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The next day (December 8th)
Ashanti pov

I woke up and Chris wasn't in bed. Last night I couldn't sleep at all, I kept having dreams about Chris telling me he doesn't want to baby or that it isn't his or something, I'm hella scared.

I climbed out of bed and walked in the bathroom and used the tolit and then bushed my teeth and everything and grabbed one of my bipolar disorder pills out of the medicine cabinet and walked in my closet and into one of my shoes and took out my pregnancy vitimans pills and walked downstairs to the kitchen and Chris was cooking breakfast and as soon as I smelled it my stomach turned.

"Good morning baby." Chris said and kissed my cheek and I walked to the kitchen and got some water to take my pills.

"Good morning my handsome man." I said and walked over and felt on his abs since he was shirtless.

"Your looking fully energized today." He said and placed our plates on the table. "I made us breakfast." He said touched my stomach and my heart started to beat.

"What do you mean us?" I asked him

"Me and you." He said. "What you thought I ment." He asked me.

"Nothing, let eat." I said and sat at the table and he sat across from me and I started smashing and then I noticed Chris was looking at me and I knew he wanted to say something so I just chuckled and slowed down.

"You ok baby?" He asked me.

"Yeah." I said smiling.

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I got out the shower and looked at my nude body in the mirror and noticed I had a small baby bump and a small arch in my back. I sighed and rubbed my stomach and looked down at it.

"Wassup little one." I said and smiled and kept talking. "I can't wait until you get here and while your in there I'm going to make sure the world is ready for you, I'm going to finish school and -"

"Baby who you talking to?" Chris asked me walking in.

"Nobody." I said and grabbed my towel and wrapped myself up in it.

I did my routine and got dressed in something the hid my stomach so I went with an oversized off the shoulder sweater and so knee High boots and let my culry hair be there.

...

"Hey mommy." I said walking in her house and sat on the couch next to here.

"Hey baby, why anit you in school?" She asked me.

"I already went it's going on 7." I said and my phone went off but it wasn't anyone but Jay when we saw me today he just kept trying to talk to me.

"Oh, how you been baby girl, Mrs.Brown." she asked me.

"Ok." I said. "I got some news that you have to know I said digging in my purse and pulled out the ultrasound picture.

"Omg my baby is pregnant?" He said smiling and her eyes watered. "Baby girl I'm so happy for you." She said and hugged me. "How for along?" She asked me.

"Almost 4 months, Chris doesn't know and I don't know how to tell him what if he leaves or something?" I said stressing over it all over.

"Look baby girl I know Chris and he has genuine love for you and he wouldn't do that. You need to tell him." She said and I sighed and nodded.

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3:46 am

"Why the fucked didn't you tell me about this!?" Chris yell.

"I was scared Chris I'm sorry!" I yelled crying.

"Im too fucking young for kids Ashanti!" He yelled slapping me.

"What the fuck do you want me to do!?" I yelled crying even harder.

"Get the fuck out!" He yelled and I was just shook, everything went silent.

...

"Baby baby get up." Chris said shaking me awake as tears rolled down my face.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you up." I said.

"Baby you ok?" Chris asked me and I thought about what my mom said.

"No I'm not." I said as tears fell down my cheeks.

"Baby tell me whats worng." He said.

"I'm scared, I don't know what your gonna say when I tell you this." I said as he just looked confused as tears fell down my face "I'm sorry Chris. Your career just took off and I'm a senior in college, I don't even know if we're ready for a baby, we're not even married, and I-i don't want you to leave me." I said and he looked at me  and pulled me close as I cried in his chest.

"I don't understand baby, tell me." He said.

"Chris I'm almost 4 months pregnant, I'm sorry." I said and he started to smile.

"Baby don't be sorry. You thought I would leave over that. Baby I'm happy as hell right now I'mma be a father and the girl that I love the most is carrying my child." He said smiling and kissed me and I chuckled and he whipped my tears. "I love you so much." He said and I smiled.

"I love you too." I said and he whipped my tears.

"Hey little one I'm daddy." He said bending over to talk to my stomach. "I can't wait for you to get here, I'mma love you and mommy with all my heart forever and always." He said and I smiled. "Now let me make some love you your mommy, sorry if I get in yo way." He said and I laughed and he smiled and climbed on top of me and started to kiss my neck.

"Baby I love you and I'm so happy that your carrying my baby." He said and kissed my neck and went lower to my stomach.

"I love you too." I said and he removed my underwear, no wonder why I'm pregnant.