Waves (Chris Brown And Karin Jinsui)(Sequel To Is This Love)

Chapter 15: Yoppa

Keep it on me, it stay on me at all times Don't sleep on me, don't speak on me, it's suicide Aim it at your brain, it's insane how them slugs fly
Codeine purple rain, is this what it means when doves cry? Never leave my piece, .40 under the seat Protect my family 'cause I don't trust the police now Love my choppa and I know she loves me Ain't no safety 'cause it got the lemon squeeze
Don't even try You ain't 'bout that life
You ain't ready to die Choppa tell the truth, it expose your life
   -Chris Brown
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The next day (December 9th)
Ashanti

I woke up the next day and Chris was sitting up in the bed on his phone.

"Good morning beautiful." He said and kissed my cheek. "Good morning baby." He said and rubbed my stomach and I blushed.

"Awe baby." I said smiling and I stood up and I felt his stare. "Why you staring?" I asked him and he smirked.

"Because seeing you naked is a turn on and I can see your small baby bump." He said smiling and getting up and walking over to me as I looked at myself in the mirror. "I hope it's a boy." He said smiling and placed his head on my shoulder and smiled and hugged me from behind.

"I don't care what we have, I'll love it the same." I said and he smiled and gripped my ass. "Stop let me brush my teeth." I said as he kissed my cheek.

"Hurry that ass up." He said and I walked away smiling.

...

"Hey ma." I said to momma J as we walked in her house and she hugged me and then chris.

"Hey babies." She said. "I have someone I would like both of you to talk to."  She said and walked back to her living room where I've heard a voices. We followed here as Chris yelled my hand.

"You nervous?" He wispered to me.

"Hell yeah Chris, it's not like we're saying we're getting married, we're saying I'm pregnant, I honestly didn't want to have kids until then but-" I started and he cut me off.

"Baby chill my mom is my mom she wouldn't judge us." He said before we walked in the living room. "I got you I love you." He said and kissed my lips.

"I love you too." I told him and peack his lips again. We walked in the livingroom and momma J was sitting next to some guy that didn't look familiar to me but it pissed Chris off.

"What the hell is he doing here!?" He yelled and it scared me as I looked confused.

"Chris lower your voice let him explain!" Momma J yelled at him.

"Hell naw mom how could you even be in the same room as this nigga!?" He yelled again and he was getting so mad that he was turning red.

"Christopher Maurice Brown, I am your father I will not be disrespected I'm different!" The guy yelled and stood up and walked up to Chris. and my heart stopped. His dad but before I could get my thought out Chris pulled out his gun and pointed at the guy.

"Christopher!" Momma J yelled standing up.

"Do it son, or you to scared." He said mocking him which mad Chris put the gun to his chest and a tear rolled down his face as one rolled down mine.

"Baby stop." I said to him gently as I touch his shoulder.

"Shanti he did some fucked up shit he deserves this. He was supposed to be a father to me but naw he wanted to be a stupid nigga and rape kids like he didn't have a whole wife. Or he wasn't supposed to leave me to watch my mom get beat every day." Chris said and more tears streamed down his face and it brought more tears to my eyes.

"Chris put the gun down." Momma J said to him.

"Naw Joyce let him do it." He said and Chris just looked at him.

"Chris don't do it, what about the baby, I can't raise a child by myself while your in jail, I need you...the baby's need you." I said and more tears ran down my face.

He slowly put the gun down and but it back in his hip and grabbed my arm and basically dragged me out the house and over to the car.

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The whole car ride was silent. He didn't even look at me his eyes stayed on the road. He even turned off his phone and that different because he always have business people calling him for everything. The silent was making me even more depressed.

I reached over and grabbed his hand and he looked at me and then back at the road. His eyes were red and puffy, I've never seen Chris cry this hard ever, yeah everyone cries but Chris hates it and he rarely do it.

"You ok?" I asked him as he stopped at a red light.

"Yeah I'm cool, you straight?" He asked me and I just looked at him.

"Come on Chris talk to me, I know it hurting you to know that your mom is  'ok' with your dad." I said and he sighed and looked at me.

"It's not that there talking again I'm mad at the fact he hurt the two people I cared about the most, especially you. I love you with all my heart and now that your carrying my baby it his closer to me. I couldn't protect you when he did that, what is I won't be able to protect my daughter or my son." He said and tears fell from his eyes again thank God it was no cars around because we was just sitting here.

"Chris when that shit happen to me you were like 4, what could you do, but you shouldn't have to worry about our child going threw something like that because your older and wiser now, your a grown man. What happened to me is done and as much as I wanted it not to happen it did I can't take it back, but we can prevent it from happening to our child." I said and he whipped my tears.

"Why you crying baby?" He asked me.

"It's just allot, as soon as it feel like we got our life plan, this shit happens." I said.

"Baby I told you I got us don't worry about this shit, I'll handle it. I just want you to sit down with yo feet up and relax, and take care of my baby." He said and I smiled and he leaned over and kissed me and then I deepen it. "I love you girl." He said and I smiled.

"I love you too wicho light skinned ass." I said and he smiled and I smiled back.