Dear You,
I have never been so scared in my life. I don't cry, let alone sobb. I was sobbing my eyes out. You can't give up. Not an option. I refuse to believe that you will leave this earth before it's time. You need to put the razor down. No more writing notes. You have to, for your family, for your friends, for me. Please. I know it's an addiction but throw away the razor, get help. I'm always here. No more doing it, please! As the tears stream down my face the only thing I can think of is losing you. I can't lose you. You don't understand how much I care for you. I need you in my life. I can't imagine life without you. You can't make a permanent decision for a temporary problem. I need you, you can't leave me. You are one of my best friends. You're the person I go to when I need a laugh and a smile. Don't leave me. You just can't.
You can text me, call me, FaceTime me, anything, I don't have a life you could randomly come over to my house and I'd be okay with it. I care too much. I don't know what I'd do without you. I can't see my life without you. You can't do this. I'm here. I care. You are worth more than you see. Your parents don't define your worth. God does. He calls you a treasure. He loves you. I love you. You don't need to do this. You are a treasure only fit for a King. not just any king, the King of all kings. No friend can define you, no human, no parent, no sibling, no one but God. He calls you an overcomer. A child of His. You don't want to do this. You want to live. Please! I need you. I want you in my life. I will not be able to live with myself if you were to kill yourself. I need you, please, I need you.
I know how you feel. I do. You don't have to think this way. You don't have to do this. No one's making you. It hurts, I'm not saying it doesn't but there's a different way. Jesus is here. He died so you didn't have to. Your problem is hard, I get it, I do, but there is a way where you can live and get rid of the problem. Please, Jesus died a very brutal death so you could have a relationship with the Creator, the One, True God. Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, no one can come to the Father except through Him. Please, God loves you. Please. Listen, you don't have to do this. Please, there is a better way.
You know it too.
~Me
