It Is What It Is

Chapter 16

     We got the call at 5am on January 21st. "Finley's in labor!" Sherry shouted excitedly over the phone. My dad hoped into the truck and headed to the hospital. Since I was only 16, and she was just 17, I had to stay outside the room. I wait for hours and hours. Then, finally at 7am on January 22nd, my baby boy arrived. They took Walker to the nursery. I was filled with joy. But everything just went downhill from there. I was knocked out of the way buy at least 4 nurses rushing into her room. Sherry came out crying. I stood up. "What happened?" I asked panicked. "She's lost too much blood, she had a hemorrhage, she's not going to make it." I sat down. I felt so sick. No not Finley, I can't lose Finley. I got up and ran into the room. When I finally pushed through all the people, it was too late. I broke down beside her bed. I didn't move for hours. Then I said quietly, "I love you Finley. I promise I'll take care of Walker." I kissed her one last time on the lips, then they took her away. Then, I went out and comforted Sherry. "I'm so sorry." I said. "It was too soon. But it happened, it is what it is. Things will get better, but damn I wasn't ready. 17 years is too short a life to live." I hugged her and she cried on my shoulder. Soon, a nurse came. "Mr. Woods, Walkers ready to be seen." I looked up. "Go see your baby," Sherry said softly. I nodded and followed the nurse to the nursery. I waited outside on a chair while the nurse went in. Moments later, I was holding my new born son in my arms. I started crying. He was so perfect. He had his mommas eyes, and my nose. "You'll be able to take him home tomorrow," the nurse said kindly. I smiled, "thank you."

Walker Ray Woods, I promise to care for you and show you good from bad. I promise I'll lead you correctly through life. I promise that I will give you as much joy as I can. I'm sorry for the days I will have to punish you, but I promise I'm just guiding you. I love you Walker. Your Dad, Parker Woods.