storms and blood

twenty four

I think my heart is shutting down
Can't you just let me float away into the sky? instead you keep pulling me out of the deep waters with no floor and don't let me drown
Keep me under the water
Let me float up to the sky in my dreams
But instead you keep on pulling me out
Stop doing that
I keep sinking so what the fuck is the point
Stop pulling me out
I'm right at the surface, my mouth and up just barely out of the deep blue waters, barely able to get enough air
Let me drown
Push me under
Stop pulling me above it
I'll just keep sinking
Let me sink
Let me drown
Don't pull me out
Dont do it