your beautiful ocean eyes held the brightest fire inside them. you looked at me like i was your life. like i mattered. your lips were so soft when we kissed. the way your lips lingered on mine. you always held me at my waist, against you. like you thought if you let go, i, or you, would fall. you loved me so much. i will always, always regret that i ended something so good. you were the first person to show me love. you made me feel safe in your arms. i will never understand what i did. maybe i was scared. i guess i didnt want to get hurt. but i hurt myself.
i would give anything to be in your arms again. i need to feel the safe i felt with you. you took away all of the dark. and all of the bad thoughts. you helped me.
i love you
i wish we could love again, the way we used to. i wish to start over.
i wish to do it better

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storms and blood
Poetrythe death of which is unknown -figured out between the lines of within these pages