i have lost control, i am saying harsh things. those things i hid deep in my heart.
i am silent, but dont you fucking dare take advantage of my covered mouth. thats not fair. there is so much hate that i can take, but the hate i get from you, is trapped inside my head. my mind. my heart. they swirl around and around and i need them to stop. stop stop stop stop.
stop telling me you love me
but dont stop loving me
i know you love me
just the way you say it isnt the same anymore
make it the same
please just say it like you mean it and come back to me
fucking please

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storms and blood
Poesiathe death of which is unknown -figured out between the lines of within these pages