surely my heart is poisoned
my chest is heavy, right where my heart is
i cannot breathe, its moving to my lungs
i swallow heavely, it moved to my throat
i cannot open my mouth to say a single word without crying, its moved to my tounge
i cannot open, or even close, my eyes for more than two minutes without seeing you, now its in my eyes
i cannot think clearly and havent for a long time, maybe it started in my head
surely my heart is poisoned, i cannot do anything without breaking down
i physically hurt, everywhere
i ache to be with you, to be yours
all of me, wants all of you, all the time
at night, i try to go to sleep, but i cry and i think of you, and us together, how happy you make me, and how happy i thought i made you
surely my head is poisoned; im playing the victim, and i really should not be. you only said you need some time. why is my mind making it seem so much worse...?
i dont deserve you. i dont deserve another chance with you. im thinking im not good enough and you said i am and i believe you but something deep down wont fucking let me be okay.
surely my body is poisoned, i cannot move.
i cannot move, without feeling your presence
the poison is done. im no longer alive.
the poison is done.
i am no longer alive.
YOU ARE READING
storms and blood
Poesíathe death of which is unknown -figured out between the lines of within these pages
