storms and blood

sixty two

you said you wanted to know how it feels

everyone has their own idea of perfect, and mine just happens to be you.

you are on my mind all day
and all night, taking up every space.

your eyes are like rain and your soul is as vast and deep as the ocean, and that intrigues me

my heart found yours one day and it decided to love you. it loves you with all of itself. and while that love grows bigger, it grows into every space of my body available. it seeps through the cracks of my veins, theres so much love

you are so special
how did the universe come up with you?

i see all these people around me, blurred together, im searching for you. i can pick you out of even the biggest crowds.

when im apart from you it feels like there is a whole part of me missing. i feel empty, and lonely, and scared. but when im with you i feel whole, and loved, and safe. i have so many dark things inside my head, they scare me so much when im alone. but when im in your arms they disappear.

i want to be able to do that for you; make your dark disapear. and i did, once. will you let me do that again? will you please let me love you? just let me love you. i want to try so bad to make you happy. just let me try.

i took you for granted and i was an asshole for that, i didnt fucking realize. i wish with my entire exsitence that i had because god dammit, youre the love of my life

and you arent just a boy, not to me. youre the person that i feel safe with. youre the person that makes all the hurt go away. youre the person that i tell everything too. youre the person who once loved me. youre the person who showed me that i was capable of being loved. youre the person who takes away all the dark and brings all the light. youre the person that i love with all of my heart

i want to be able to touch you whenever i want. i want to hug you whenever i can. i want to kiss you all the time everywhere. i want to hold your hand in mine. i want to show you how much i love you and i cant do that if you wont let me. please just let me love you.

i want to do it better. i want to start over i want to be yours i want to love you i want to show you how it feels i want to make you happy i want to love you i want to love you i want to love you
let me love you

being with you makes me forget about everything wrong with my life and like any problem that i have doesnt matter and like everything is okay

thats how it feels
its a mess and completely turned around, but its wonderful
love is the only thing that is okay with this world