He Signed My Cast {Connor x Evan}

Evan Hansen {10}

Dear Evan Hansen,

Should I feel bad for myself? Should I beat myself up about what happened only a few months ago? Should I actually tell someone, instead of lying like I always do? I don't even know the answer to this. It's hard to find someone to trust with something as personal as what I actually did. Not Jared, not my mom, not even myself. I wish I could just forget about it. But I don't think that's gonna happen.

Sincerely, your truest and dearest friend me

I finished another letter and closed my laptop. By now school was over and I was still here at my house alone. Not that I don't mind.

I left my room and went to the kitchen to get a drink of water. I didn't know what else to do. I mean I guess I could take a nap or something.

Right as I was about to walk towards my room with my cup of water, I heard knock at the front door. I got confused. Who would be knocking here?

I set my glass of water down at the table and opened the door. Only to see both Jared and Connor. I was both surprised and scared that they're here.

"W-what,... What are you guys d-doing here?"

"Well you weren't at school and i-we were kinda concerned."

"Oh... ok."

"May we come in?"

I let them in but I started to get this worried feeling when I did.

"Uhh... You guys didn't have to worry about me. I just needed a small break from school. I'll be back tomorrow."

"Well we also came over cause we didn't really want you to be all alone again."

"Guys it's fine..... I'm use to it."

Why do they care?

"Hey, no one should feel that way Evan. I spend so much time alone that I felt like I was useless. I still feel that way. But I don't want that to happen to you."

"I've been alone for years now. It's already too late."

It's true. I feel like I'm already broken.

"Look Evan. I know me and you haven't known each for very long. All I did was sign your cast and all this happened. Not saying it's a bad thing. It's just.... I really don't want you to turn into me."

"What do you mean?"

By now I noticed that Jared was gone leaving me and Connor alone. My anxiety started to builded up within me.

"I mean... I don't want you to turn into that forgotten person that everyone hates and no one will remember. That person with no friends and no life to live."

"You think yourself like that?"

"Yeah. I do." Connor stared at the floor in depression.

"You have a friend.... Me. I don't see you as that kind of a person. You have more of a personality than me. Your known around the school, as for me. I'm that forgotten kid. That kid no one will remember."

"Evan-"

"No. It's true."

I closed my eyes and a small tear streamed down.

"Hey.... how bout me and you become actually friends. So hopefully we won't feel like this again?"

I looked up at Connor and he smiled at me. Like an actual smile. I've never seen him smile before. I smiled back and nodded my head.

"Good."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be. I'm the one who wanted to come here and see if you were ok? I mean if I didn't then we wouldn't have become real friends."

"Yeah. That's true."

I felt my face heat up a bit but I also felt a slight trace of sadness when I heard him call me his friend.

Friend.

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Sorry for not publishing anything for a few days. Wattpad for some reason wanted to stop working for me but it's good now. So I should be back to my normal schedule for my book now. Hopefully. But I hope you liked the chapter.

PEACE OUT!!