He Signed My Cast {Connor x Evan}

Connor Murphy {17}

I'm kissing and in love with Evan Hansen.

I know we hardly know each other and he doesn't seem like the kind of guy to date someone like me, but when a cute guy like Evan shows affections for you if your someone like me, then you can't let them go. I know that now.

We ended the kiss and I can tell he was both surprised and worried that maybe he did something wrong.

"You ok there Hansen?" I asked smirking.

He just nodded and didn't say look at me.

"You know you don't have to be scared of me. If I did something wrong, just tell me. I won't judge or make fun of you."

"I-I-I will. I'm sorry."

"Don't be. I was the one who kissed you."

"And I kissed back. That's good right?"

I thought about it for a bit and smiled at him.

"Evan. Tell me how you feel about me."

"W-what?"

"Tell me how you feel about me, and be completely honest with me."

I grabbed his one of his hand into both of mine and pulled him closer.

"Well... I feel... happy. Happy that your my friend and that you actually hang out with me. I'm nothing and your something. But I get this weird feeling in my stomach when I'm around you and slightly warmer around my cheeks. I don't completely understand as to why you like me. But whatever the reason is, I.... I.... I'm pretty much in love with you Connor. I don't really know any other words that can express how I truly feel about you."

He looked up at me and smiled. I felt as if I was about to cry. But that's what this adorable guy does to me. One of the reason why I love him.

"You don't need to fully explain to me how you feel. Just you loving someone like me is enough. Even though me and you are nothing alike, I love you too Evan."

I pulled him into another hug and kissed the top of his head, him being much smaller than me.

"Well... if it wasn't already obvious, I want us to actually be together. So... Evan Hansen.... will you be my boyfriend?..."

His eyes widen and stared at me in shock. I don't know why... we told each other that we already loved each other. I hope his answer is a yes. Cause he looks as if he was about pass out from my sudden question.

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I do truly apologize for how I haven't been posting anything for this book!! I guess I've just been putting it aside and I really don't want this book to seem so boring. I feel like my books all seem alike which is weird but I'm really trying to make this book seem interesting. I hope you guys all understand. I also may have had writerblock for awhile, which is probably why this chapter wasn't as good. More updates to come. Hopefully. I also haven't been feeling well. I'm sorry. I really am. Till next time readers...

PEACE OUT!!