He Signed My Cast {Connor x Evan}

Evan Hansen {24}

Me and Connor left the house and went on our way to this coffee shop where were suppose to meet Jared for today.

As we were walking, I noticed how freaked out Evan was. How scared he looked. Like he was hiding something and wanted to let it out. And I know he's hiding something, I just don't know what.

We got to the coffee shop around 3:00. We ordered drinks and waited for Jared. And with all the time we had, I thought it would be a good time to ask him some questions. I need to know if something's bothering him.

"So, Evan. Is something wrong? I've noticed how.... unfocused you've been. Is something bothering you?"

"N-no. No nothing wrong." He said quietly as he played with his cast.

"You sure? Your playing with your cast weirdly?"

"Yes I'm sure! Now please stop asking!" He said loudly. Which really surprised me. He's never yelled at me or anything like that.

"Ok then." I said feeling a bit hurt.

".... Look I'm sorry... I didn't mean to shout like that or anything. Especailly towards you."

"Hey. Don't worry about it. I shouldn't have pushed you to answer though questions. I'm just concerned about you."

"I know you are. And I plan to tell you everything as soon as possible. Later today actually."

"You sure? I hate to make you uncomfortable."

"I trust you Connor. You deserve to know. I've been hiding this for too long from you."

He looked down in shame as if he did something wrong. I didn't want him to feel that way. He didn't deserve to. So I grabbed his hand and calmed him down.

"I know you feel ashamed that you didn't tell me certain things, but please don't ever feel that way. Your sensitive and you need to not feel that way about yourself. You need to be comfortable with who you are and I'm completely fine with me not knowing certain things. Just know that I love you for who you are and nothing will change that. And I'll support you on whatever you need me to be."

I leaned over and kissed his cheek, causing him to blush and actually smile. He looked up at me and brushed a strand of hair blocking my eye. I smiled back at him.

"Thanks Connor. And don't worry, I'm okay now. I'm just a bit nervous."

"That's ok. I understand. But I still love you."

He smiled once again. I smiled back and put my arm around his shoulder. I love his tree-loving dork. He's always gonna be my number one priority from now on. That's a promise I'm gonna keep for as long as we're dating. Which I hope last for so much longer now.

~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~
Now that summer is here, I'll be having way much more free time to write. I've been putting off my books, but not anymore. I'll be posting more, maybe even more than once a day. And I'm not really sticking to schedule. Some will be posted earlier than others or later that others. But I have so many new books I'll be starting. Which I'm excited for. More post to come. But till then....

PEACE OUT!!