"I'm sorry."
Was all I said to Connor.
"Sorry for what?"
"For being myself when only you and my mom was talking."
"What do you mean yourself? You We're fine."
"No I wasn't. I was too quiet, embarrassed, anxious, and awkward."
"That's cause I was meeting your mom. And it's normal for people to feel that way when this happens. Don't feel bad Evan."
"You know I can't do that. I always feel bad when I do something wrong. And don't tell me I didn't, cause I know I did."
I pulled his knees to his chest and looked away from him as I was about to cry. He gave him a caring look. Then be gently went behind me, grabbed my waist by surprise and gently pulled me towards his chest.
"You. Did. Nothing. Wrong! You need to stop blaming yourself for things you didn't do! I know that your sensitive and emotional, but please trust me when I say that you being yourslef isn't a bad things. Can you tell me why I asked you to be my boyfriend?"
I looked away from him and stared at the floor. I shook my head.
"Its because I love you for you! I love how sensitive you are, I love emotional you are, I love your cute obsession with tree, I love your sweet personality, your caring heart. Just everything about you is what I love about you. Sure, you may have flaws that I don't know yet or I just don't see, but everyone has things they hate about them. But there are people in this world that love you for you. I love you Evan Hansen."
He grabbed the bottom of my chin and made me look at him. He leaned in closer and closer the gap between us. The kiss was full of love and sweetness. I kissed him back as he started playing with my hair.
Eventually we pulled away and just stared at each. But then I heard my phone go off. I grabbed it and saw a text from Jared.
Jared- Hey, wanna hang out tomorrow. My mom's forcing me to get out of the house again. And you can bring your boyfriend~😁
I rolled my eyes and smiled. I turned towards Connor.
"Hey. Jared asked if we want to hang out with him tomorrow?"
"Sure. Sound ok."
I texted Jared back saying we can. I then got up from the bed, went to the bathroom and got my pjs on. I got back to the room to see Connor laying on my bed underneath the covers. I smiled and crawled in next to him. My back facing towards him.
I felt the bed shift and an arm wrapped around me. I then felt lips on my cheek.
"Night Evan. Love you."
"Good night Connor. I love you too."
I turned off the light and thought about all the things Connor said about me. I fell asleep with a smile on my face.
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He Signed My Cast {Connor x Evan}
أدب الهواةEvan Hansen and Connor Murphy are two totally different people. Connor is that school shooter type person that everyone fears and Evan is the shy guy that no one notices. They both have their personal problems. On their first day of Senior Year, th...