He Signed My Cast {Connor x Evan}

Connor Murphy {13}

I don't know what I was doing! Just hearing Evan talk like that about himself made me feel bad for him and want to be even closer to him. Made me want to actually comfort him. And now I was about to kiss him?!!!! At least I this so.

Our faces were getting closer to each other's, does that actually mean that we were about to kiss??!! If don't know cause this has never happen to me before.

Our faces were only centimeters away and I was expecting for us to kiss, but he pulled away. And so did I.

I was blushing. He was blushing. But he looked scared too. Am I scaring him or am I making him nervous?!

"Oh.... i-i-i so so sorry!! I-I didn't mean to actually-"

"NO no no no!! It-it wasn't your fault! I-i just didn't know what I was doing! I probably forced you onto it."

"No you didn't! It's just that, I don't like how you were talking bad about yourself and that made me just..... want to comfort you. I know that doesn't seem like something I would do, but.... i just..... really care about you."

"Connor.... can I tell you something.... that's really personally?"

"Of course." I push my hair that was covering my eye round my ear so I could see him better and he started crying.

"I-I.... I-I.... I think I like guys... more than girls."

He started bawling his eyes as he laid his head in my shoulder. I was surprised to hear him say that, but at the same time I was kinda... happy to know.

I wrapped my hands around his body and hugged him tightly. And comforted him.

"Evan... there us nothing wrong with that at all. I don't have a problem with that, im sure your mom wouldn't mind and so would Jared. And if he dares messes with you about it, I'll literally kill him.... And if I'm being honest with you... I'm into guys as well. No girl has ever caught my eye but one particular boy has though."

"So you don't care?"

"Nope..."

"W-who is it?"

"The boy I like?"

"Y-yeah?"

"Well, he's shy, he shorted than me, he has brown hair, beautiful eyes that I could stare into all day, he's incredibly kind and sweet and innocent, hes my friend and he has a cars with my name on it."

I blushed at all the things I said, and so was Evan, but he was his eyes widen.

I think he figured it out.

"Is it true?"

I nodded.

"Why?"

"I just made a list of reasons. Do I have to repeat myself?" I asked smiling and he was too.

"N-no."

"You ok?"

"Yeah... I just... I'm just confused I guess. And a bit nervous."

"That's understandable. But you know you don't have to be afraid of me."

"It's not you I'm afraid of! It's the whole idea. Of... you know.."

I was a little hurt but I completely understand and respect his decision.

"I understand. It's just that, j can't help but have that feeling whenever I'm around you. And if your not ready, I would like to be just friends. We literally only been friends for not very long. I want to get to know you on  the "friend level," you know?"

He nodded his head and smiled. Then he hugged me.

"Thanks Connor. You know how I am."

"Yeah. But your cute either way." I smiled and so did he.

Friends...  I'm okay with that. It's better than us not knowing each to her so all.