He Signed My Cast {Connor x Evan}

Evan Hansen {16}

I kissed him! I kissed Connor Murphy on the cheek!! I felt both bad and happy that I did that to him. I felt bad that I just left without so much talking or saying anything to him.

I went to my 1st class and just stayed in the back, didn't pay attention at all. I was like that the rest of the day up until lunch.

At lunch I went back to the computer lab, luckily this time I was alone. I decided that this would be a good time to write my letter again. I pulled my laptop out of my backpack and started writing.

Dear Evan Hansen,

So far your days hasn't been that bad. Besides the fact that you ended up kissing Connor Murphy on the cheek and you were about to kiss him for real! But it isn't that bad of a thing though. Connor told you that he has feelings for you. And you have feelings for him, all you have to do is tell him. He probably already knows though, after you kissed him. Now I don't know what to do. Connor's too good for you. He's more beautiful, more stronger, more confident, and way more better than you. I'm just too afraid to actually be there for him as something other than a friend. I don't want to let Connor down by just being with him. I don't know what to do now. I just don't want to hurt Connor, even though I love him. You'll find out what to do between you and Connor. Things will turn around for you.

Sincerely, your closest, dearest friend, me

I finished the letter and printed it. And while I was waiting for the letter to be down printing, I thought about everything.

'Why does this have to happen to me? I'm not saying it was bad that I met him, I just wish he didn't have to be so attractive or me being so gay.'

I got up out of my seat and went to go get my letter from the printer, but I saw someone reading it. Connor again.

I got really nervous and scared that he was reading it.

"Connor!? What are you doing?!! Give me back the letter!!"

I tried to retrieve it but since he's taller than me he kept reading it and smirking.

"You think I'm beautiful?"

I stopped trying to to get the letter and blushed.

"W-well yeah."

"And stronger and more confident than you?"

"Yes! Just give me the letter please!"

I then saw his eyes widen. He looked at me and smiled and blushed.

"You... you love me?"

My eyes widen.

"I-I-I....."

He set the letter down, walked towards me, and pulled me into a hug.

"I told you before. You don't have to be afraid of me. I told you I really do like you. And when you kissed my cheek earlier, I kinda figured you liked me."

"But... I-I.. I just don't want you to be disappointed when your with me."

"I won't be! Cause I love you too."

We stared at each other and he smiled as I was in his arms. I smiled back at him and hugged him tighter. He hugged me back while putting his chin on my head since he is taller than me.

"Hey Evan?"

I looked back up at him.

"Yeah?"

Without so much as a warning he kissed me. This time in the lips!

He. Kissed. Me!! On. The. LIPS!!! My first kiss ever!!

I was in shock at first, but then leaned into the kiss, kissing him back. And this is perfect.

I'm kissing and in love with Connor Murphy.