365 days of Darkness (pt. 2) // Z.M.

Day 201

February 8th, 2010

Alexis went to visit me once again and I had that huge smile plastered on my face when I saw her in the meeting room. She ran through my arms and I held her close to me, before kissing her cheek. She blushed slightly and then we sat on our usual couch. I couldn't let her go out of my arms and that was making her laughed. 

- Zayn ! 

- Hey, no ! I missed you, so you stay right next to me !

She laughed once again and just sat on my lap, wrapping one of her arm around my shoulder. It was so good to have her there. And I couldn't helped but thought that... Soon, I would be able to take her on a real date. It was weird to feel like it was what I wanted. It was the first time it really appeared into my mind. I wanted to take Alexis on a real date. I couldn't helped but smiled at the thought.

- Hey, Earth to Zayn ! What the hell are you thinking about ?

- Me ? Euh, well, euh...

I laughed nervously, before shrugging. I couldn't told her that, she just would have laughed at me, back then. I thought that she would just laughed at me. 

- I'm just happy, I finally said, because she was waiting for an answer. 

- Why ?

She ran her fingers through my hair and, for a moment, I lost it. It wasn't like when we were just hooking up and she was doing that. No. It was... The gentle way she had to play with them, to look at me like I was actually liked, to just be there with me....

- I'm getting out, I said, smiling even more.

- WHAT ? Oh my god Zayn, this is awesome ! When ? I'm going to be there and I'll take you to Bradford after you...

She stopped suddenly and brought her hands to her mouth. I heard her said "Shit" and I laughed. I raised my eyebrows, clearly asking what she was just about to tell me.

- I can't say it ! She exclaimed, with a sorry smile. Sorry, I promised ! But you'll know soon, I swear !

- It's something great ? I asked her.

- Yeah, pretty much !

- So I don't mind waiting a bit to know it.

- Cool, because your Mom would've beating me up if I had told you... Oh shit !

I laughed once again and she hit me on the arm, as I held her closer. For that moment, I didn't mind what the thing was. I was just happy because I was getting out soon, Alexis was there, in my arms, and making me laughed. From that moment on, I knew it was the only thing I wanted.

I wanted that red-head girl next to me as long as life would gave us. I wanted to make her happy just the way she was doing with me.

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I love Alexis and I can't wait for Zayn to get out ! Soon, guys, soon !