365 days of Darkness (pt. 2) // Z.M.

Day 260

April 8th, 2010

Nothing much happened that day. And, for once, I was glad. 

School was boring, I had failed an other exam. Yeah, it was failing over failing. Missing two-three months of school isn't the best thing to do if you want to have your diploma. Anyway, I wasn't sure if I wanted it. I was just going to school to please my Mom. That was it. 

Mark was still out of sigh. I tried to call him a few times, but he never answered. Alexis told me to give him some time. She knew something I didn't. But I did as she said. 

During dinner, everyone talked a bit, about random things. Waliyha was talking about her plans for the week-end coming up and my Mom was asking her some questions about it. Alexis and I talked together, sometime adding my sister to the discussion.

Told ya it was a boring day.

But a boring day was all I needed. 

It really helped to just focus. It was like a routine, I wanted it to stay like that forever. It was calm, slow motion, exactly what I needed. Even if it's boring for you to read this.

I helped my Mom with the dishes and then, the four of us sat in the living room. My Mom was on her rocking-chair, reading her book, Waliyha and Alexis were on the couch and I was sitting on the floor. The TV was on and we were waiting for the show to start. 

Alexis' fingers were playing in my hair and I couldn't helped but smiled. I always loved when she was doing that. It was making me calm and fall in love with her more and more. 

The TV show started and I tried to understand something. I had watched the first few episodes when I was out of town, as I like to say. A girl back there liked to watch it. And I found Waliyha watching it once before that day. 

The title of the show ? Pretty Little Liars. And I can tell you that it's a fucked up show. Like... There's so many things happening, you can't miss an episode without being totally lost in the story. But... I need to say that it wasn't the girly-girly kind of thing. The main line of the story was quite interesting, but there's too many love things for it to be my favorite TV show ever.

The girls liked it very much, though. They were fangirling over I don't know which actor. Keegan something. I never knew which character he was. Anyway. As they said, he was pretty hot. I agreed with them, but you know... He's not my type.

After Pretty Little Liars, it was Supernatural. We watched it all together, laughing and talking. With the corner of my eyes, I saw my Mom smiling at us. She had it rough for the past months, mostly because of me, and I wanted it to be better for her now. I told myself that I would try my hardest to. I really did try my hardest, I swear. 

At the end of the night, there was only Alexis and I in the living room. It was late and we had school the day before but none of us wanted to go to bed. It was only around midnight that I got up from the floor and started to walk up to the stairs. She followed me, stopping me before climbing the first stair. I turned around and smiling, before leaning down to kiss her. 

- Good night Zayn.

- Sweet dreams, Lex.

She smiled and I watched her until she was out of my sight, ready to go sleep. 

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Hi everyone ! Long entry, I'm proud ! ;o Yeah, I had to talk about Keegan somehow in the story, he's a fucking sex god. I love him. Like... Very much. 

Anywayyyy.