365 days of Darkness (pt. 2) // Z.M.

Day 274

April 22th, 2010

Alexis didn't went to eat dinner with us that day. I couldn't stopped worrying because... Damn, I had already did it so many times. After doing the dishes with Waliyha, I brought her a plate of pasta to her room. I slightly knocked on a wall as I was getting downstairs, just to tell her that I was coming. I found her lying on her bed, a deck of cards in her hands. She quickly put it under her mattress and smiled at me.

- What was that ? I asked her while taking place next to her. 

She sat too and grabbed the plate, playing a bit with her food before taking her first bit.

- Oh, nothing... Just some stuff I hadn't give a look in a while. 

I simply nodded and I let her finish to eat. Then she put the plate on the floor and decided to sat on my thighs. She wrapped her arm around my neck and I started to smile. I knew what she was thinking about and I couldn't helped but agreed with her. It had been a long time since we last had done it. And my Mom wasn't home until late in the night. Waliyha, from upstairs, wouldn't heard a thing. 

It started slowly. We were only kissing, it was feeling like... Like fireworks. Kissing Alexis was always incredible, but that time... It was even better. It was slow kiss over slow kiss. My hands were on her waist, squeezing it gently. After a while, I just laid down, taking Alexis with me. She stopped the kiss and I opened my eyes. Hers were glowing, but not like she was going to cry. No. They were glowing from desire. And from that thing I can't name. My fingers got lost in her hair and she smiled. Then she started to kiss my neck and I shivered. 

Pause. I hope you know how much it hurts to write this. Like... It really does. Like there's a bomb inside of my chest that only wants to explode. Well, it already did but, anyway. Back to the moment.

Slowly, one of my hand moved on her back, under her t-shirt. I felt her smile against my skin. At some point, I got up a bit so she could get rid of my t-shirt. Then I laid back down and held her even closer to me. Both of my arms were wrapped around her waist, our legs were intertwined. 

After a while of that, I took her lips back into mines. I started to undress her, slowly. Like... It was like we really wanted that time to be slow and just... Magical. And it was. My lips left hers and made their way to her jaw, then to her neck. I unclasped her bra and then I was kissing her there. She was shivering and breathing quicker. I changed our position, so I would be on top of her. I whispered in her ear how much I was loving her. The only thing she did as an answer was to put both of my pants and boxer down. 

I started to smile like crazy and get rid of her last piece of clothing. We were both naked and that was when the fun really started. It was slow, yet it was fucking awesome. I was looking at her face, catching every glimpse of happiness I was giving her. She was whispering my name, her eyes were mid-closed and she was smiling. Fuck, she was so beautiful. 

When all of this was over, I just laid by her side and gently brushed her cheek with my thumb. Even when she was sweaty, she was beautiful.

Oh damn, she was beautiful.

That was our last time. The last time we made it. Fuck, why does it still breaks my heart ?

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Heyyyy ! Yeah, I was feeling like writing a bit of that ! It had been a while since I had done it, I was missing it ! ^^ And it's a long entry, anyone's happy ?

Anywayyyy ! I love Zayn and Alexis. And I wanted to say something else but I forgot.

OH YEAH ! *no it wasn't that, but I just thought of it* I went to my boyfriend's football/soccer game yesterday and there was a guy that looked just like Louis on the other team. Like... Omg, I was fangirling over him all alone. He was #10 :3 Anywayyy ! He was cute.