My Life

Part 33

It's been a week from Sid's discharge and me shifting to Niti's place.
We helped eachohther in household chores I would ready Pia and she would make breakfast for us. Then I would make dinner and she would help Pia in home work. Pia meets her dad daily after School. It's been a week I have seen him in person. I wanted to meet him but couldn't...... I envy my baby. Ayu comes daily to meet us or I can say to meet his lady love.

At present I'm leaving towards Sid's house from hospital. It's his bandage changing day. That's the only reason I can see him once in a week. Aunty does ask me to come visit often but still it's his house and I don't want to trouble them.
"How much time more??" Asked Sid.
He was on call.
"Have patience Sid. Will you let me drive or not." I replied.
"You have been driving from past 20 minutes and you are still not in front of my eyes. I want you here right now." He demanded like a small child.
" seriously Sid. It takes 30 minutes to reach your home from hospital. Have patience." I said angrily focusing on my driving.
" It's been a week Angel. Please come soon. I'm hanging up. Drive safely." And he hung up.
I drove to his house.

Jaiswal house-

I rang the bell. The door opened after like 5 minutes.
"I have been waiting for you for so long." Sid said hugging me tightly.
"Sid aunty will......"
"Mom's not home. She left for some work." He said still hugging me.
I hugged him back. We both closed the door and walked towards the sofa. Me supporting him.
I made him sit on the sofa.
"So where is the first aid?" I asked.
"First sit here. Let me see you and then you can do whatever you want to do." He said dragging me beside him.
He just kept staring at me. And I stared back at him.
After few minutes.
"Now can I?" I asked.
"Yes." He replied.
I brought the box, helped him undress his shirt. Removed his bandage around the chest and hand and aided it.
"Don't you miss me?" He asked while I was applying antiseptic.
"Yes I always do."
"Then why don't you come to visit me."
"I just feel....."
"Uncomfortable." He completed me.
"Yes..... It's just aunty would be here and I can't control my feelings when I'm always near you."
He looked shocked.
"What?" I asked.
"I didn't know you had a dirty mind." He replied.
"Feelings meaning I smile, I blush, I feel burdened, these feelings not your dirty minded feelings..." I replied hitting him.
"What's wrong in having those kind of feelings." He asked dragging me onto his lap.
"I kind of feel embarrassed when someone sees me blush and smile like a mad teenage girl for my age." I replied.
"I love it when you smile, especially when you blush you look so innocent and gorgeous." He said holding my chin with his long fingers.
"And I love to blush and smile only for you." I replied giving him a peck.

He smirked and suddenly his lips where on mine. I tightly shut my lips together, he couldn't get access within. He struggled to gain access but I shut them even tighter. He got frustrated and bit hardly on my lower lip, I opened my mouth to protest but he already got what he wanted. He sucked my lower lip. I could feel him smiling. He left me and said "never mess with a....."
"....cop. Yah I know." I completed and laughed. I dragged him back and started kissing him again. We were kissing each other hungrily. His one hand in my hair and other on my thigh. He gently tried pushing me onto the sofa with his injured hand. But instead I pushed him on the sofa. He was lying flat, I hopped beside him and continued kissing his forehead, cheeks, jawline, neck, chest. I didn't want him to wait for me. I wanted him to know that I love him so much, that I can push my fears back for him. He stopped and said, " I know Angel you love me too, you don't have to show me." He said looking into my eyes.
"How about we watch a movie till mom comes back?" He said giving me a smile.
"Hmmm" I replied.

Sid's Pov-

We were kissing hungrily when suddenly Angel pushed me to the sofa. She hopped over, beside me and started kissing me all over. She supported her weight with one hand carefully not putting her wait on me and the other hand moving it from my cheeks to my chest while kissing. Her hands were shivering I could sense them. She was not even aware of it. She must be doing it subconsciously. Her body must be reacting without her knowledge. I should stop her, she needs to speak out to overcome her fears. This will only cause her more trouble.
" I know Angel you love me too you don't have to show me." I said looking into her eyes.
She suddenly stopped kissing me and looked sad.
Shit!! Sid you made her sad. She must have felt rejected. Oh god! You are an idiot Sid, a big IDIOT. Just say something, cover the things up.
"How about we watch a movie till mom comes back?" I said giving her a smile.
And she replied with a simple hmmmm.....
I'm in big trouble what should I do now. I need time to think.
" Wait here I'll be back." I put a comedy movie on the screen and left to bring a comforter for us. I switched off the light while returning.
Angel still looked sad. I hopped beside her, dragged her to my chest sidehuggung her, I covered ourselves with comforter and kissed her hair.
"You do know I love you a lot right. My loves never gonna get less for you." I confessed kissing her forehead.
She hugged me back tightly "I know and I love you too." She replied looking into my eyes smiling and kissed my neck. I kissed her forehead again.