Born to be yours (Book I)

Holidays

Zeeniya pov:-
" OK ALLAH Hafiz " Jia said and kiss all the girls cheek and go to her house with the twins and Abdullah.

Roobi, Qubra, Asad, Fiya and Jay are spending there day on library. As they still not submit there assignment.

Now me, Zaid ,Ruhi and Moon was left. We were just sitting and talking, he was all silent staring at me for a brief minute then avert his eyes again and again.

I'm watching his moves by the corner of my eyes. I don't want to take off my eyes from him but I also don't want to loose myself because I know I'm for someone else, and I'm doing wrong. Actually last week I had a alliance from some relatives and I guess my parents are serious about this proposal. I only share about this with Ruhi because I feel more comfortable with her as compared to all.

"Come na let's eat ice cream" Ruhi said Zaid smile "OK let's go" he said and Ruhi squeal in joy.

We all make our way to Moon's car and go to the nearby ice cream parlor. My car! After that scene my car was at my home when I woke up mama said that some bodyguard left the car here and said that I met with an accident on that time I covered my shocked mama checked all my body to find any scratch but of course there was nothing, but my car was all damaged ,it's been a week our exams are over and now on we have a week off for holidays my car is on repairing I don't know when it will get repaired. And now I also don't think that papa will allow me to drive again.

But I still don't know what's the matter was there. I asked Ruhi again and again and she said that Moon strictly said that "don't share the reason with anyone" but they should share with me but NO!.

"Which flavor? " Zaid asked.

"White chocolate fudge " we both said in unision, our eyes met and again my heart start betraying me no!  Look away Zee.  I said to myslef and finally avert my eyes.

Our order served and we start munching our ice cream.Zaid and Ruhi were lost in their on world and I was just taking glimpes of him while he was staring at me shamelessly.

"Your ice cream is melting" He said I snapped my eyes on him and he smirk.

That smirk.

I lowered my eyes and complete my ice cream as fast as I can. Zaid paid our bill and we all headed towards the uni back to take the car of Zaid and I was going in uber with Fiya so I have to pick her and then call uber.

We reached university and I call Fiya to come if she was done by assignment. She said that she will take 10 minutes more and I hmmed and hang up the call.

Zaid and Ruhi left because they have to go somewhere at 3 and it almost 2:30 and the best part is they are soon going to official in sometime IN SHA ALLAH.

Now, we both are left standing on the ground of university. I was waiting for Fiya while he..

He was staring at me like he is capturing my image from his eyes to safe in his heart. I'm badly melting under his gaze,  my heart was beating like hell that it will came out from the rib cage at anytime.I wanted to look up into his eyes to lost in them.

I gathered all of my courage and raise my eyelids and met with his light brown orbs,  I chlunched my abaya in my fits, all the world around me disappeared my body was freezed at that spot like someone glued my legs there, his eyes intensity sending shivers in my body, a strange sensation which I never felt before.

This is the longest eyelock we have, there were a lot of emotions running through his eyes but the most visible emotion was fear. Fear which  I can't figure out.

Maybe fear of loosing someone.

But who?

Pin drop silence engulfed us because these feelings can't be spoken by words, our eyes were screaming for the strange feelings we have.

I can't speak,
I can't listen,
I can't breath properly,
I can't move an inch by my own.

He came closer still didn't break the eye contact. He stood in front of me I feel numb all of a sudden.

His everything drives me crazy, his presence, his fragrance, his eyes.

He has a very bad effect on me.
This man will be my death :')

I felt a push on my body and came back to earth. I was on the ground I look to my right to find him with same expression like me. I look on my left and there was Laughing Fiya and Jay blabbering something.

"Sorry g-guys" Jay said breathing heavily.

We all stand up on our foot and clean my abaya I excuse myself and almost ran to the washroom. My heartbeat was still on it's maximum speed. My hands were sweating lightly.

I reached at washroom untie my hijjab and wash my face four to five times and start breathing heavily.

I somehow control my nervous and my mobile beeped.

*convo*
Fiya : where are you? 

Me: coming. On the way

Fiya: I already call uber come fast. :))

Me: OK
*end*

I make my way to the gate and saw Fiya is already waiting for me I hurriedly reach her and we depart for our houses.

"Salam mama" I said to mama as I reached at home and ran to my room.I remove my shoes, hijjab and abaya and jump on my bed. I closed my eyes and saw his eyes on my curtains I jolt open my eyes.

What have I done?

I push myself from the bed and change my clothes, done my ablution and offer salah. I raise my hands in front of ALLAH. I feel miserable like all the senses of mine is block.

ALLAH PAK! I murmered and a tear escape from my eye and roll down on my cheek I didn't bother to wipe it.

ALLAH I don't know what is happening?  I'm trying my level best to avoid him but I can't, please ALLAH remove these feelings from my heart I don't want to fall again. ALLAH I want the best for me please take me their where your happiness is led. Please save me ALLAH I can't hurt my parents again. Forgive me, your are rehmat-ul-alamin, please ALLAH help me.

More tears fall from my eyes and shoaked on my clothes and prayer mat.

I sat there and cry for sometime and then I felt my heart light I fold the prayer mat and put it on the night stand and then Recite QURAN-E-PAK for some time.

I locked myself in my room for the whole day and at approx nine'o clock I fell asleep.

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