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Zeeniya pov:-
"Crab soup, yuck!! " I said with the face of eww, by seeing my face he start laughing oh! So melodic
I'm so in love with my husband! I thought and this feeling make me smile.
"Hahah! I know I'm too handsome, but Wifey we're in public place so control. " he said teasingly and smirked while I look down with red cheeks.
"Sir your order? " waiter came and asked, then we order our breakfast and start talking on random things we take selfies to save this cute memories.
We ate our breakfast which was so delicious, then we headed towards the shopping mall as I want to shop for the family and myself.
After three hours of shopping ,we take a ride to the restaurant for lunch.
He ordered our lunch, and I start roaming my eyes on the menu again. Suddenly his phone rang, he look at the screen and smiled then pick the call and start talking happily then I came to know that Ami called us to just know our whereabouts. We talked for sometime and then hang up.
Then we go back to home cause I was so tired, I put all the shopping bags on the floor and then headed to kitchen to make cappuccino for us.
We both were sipping our drinks and sitting on the railing of our banglow while dipping our legs in water.
"You know I had a girlfriend before." He suddenly said and I just nodded.
"When I was in nine, I had a huge crush on her and then that crush turn into love, we become friends and then just in a month she proposed me and I immediately accepted her proposal, I trusted her with all of my heart I love her with my soul but after four years of relationship, she found some else probably more rich than me so she left me and then marry him. " he said and I nodded again giving him a sign to continue.
"..em.. She broke me so badly that it become almost impossible for me to collect the broken pieces of my heart, I gave her everything which was in my hands but I got from her was only pain. You know I never questioned her that why she gave me this much pain? I become rude, stop talking, forget how to smile,stop making friends my family and Zaid was always standing by my side and after that I suffered from trust and serious anger issues.I thought that I'll never fall in love again. Yeah! I want to marry but I always thought that I will marry but not now. " he said and I gave him a small smile.
"After my break up I make myself emotional so strong that I met her once when she was married even carrying her first baby. Approx after five years of my breakup I found you and then I felt like for the first time my heart gave a beat for someone. It's not like I give in easily I tried my level best to stay away from you but I just can't and then somehow I agreed with my heart that I'm unconditionally is in love with you and as I said before that I want it halal so I make you my Wife. And one more thing I hugged her many times and we also share kisses only on cheeks." he said and look at me, I blink my eyes and smile at him, then he gave me a side hug.
We were sitting as his hand was on my waist and my head was on his chest. "Wanna know why I'm telling you this? " he asked again and I nodded my head.
"I want to become a open book in front of you, you're my life, my other half, my soul mate my WIFE. It's your right to know about my past and I don't want any secret from my side. I'm not saying that you too share your past with me ,no! I don't want this but just want to let you know that when I'll make you mine in every way I would be a open book to you. " he said and kissed my forehead I just close my eyes and pray to ALLAH pak to keep him happy and answer his prayers.
"Come let's go inside." He said and start getting up ,I hold his hand and make him sit back. He raised his eyebrow in confusion and I kissed my his forehead, a smile captured his lips.
"When I was in my last standard of school life, a boy from my coaching had a crush on me, he came to me and proposed my on valentines day and gave me a small gift, I take that gift as I also like him but I hadn't a love feeling for him. He gave me a ring in which his name was written and a letter was there I want to tag you mine. Was written on that letter and on these words I fell for him and then after a year he start ignoring me and soon the our talks came to end and silence took place. I cried a lot,stop talking, smiling I stop everything because in my daily routine most of the things always make me remember him, I shift to my granny's home to stay away from those feelings and after that I start hiding my pain and stay happy, and to be very honest I always thought to never love anyone but only I know how madly I'm in love with you, and now I feel like that was just attraction, now the feeling I felt is look like love. " I said and kissed his forehead again and rested my head on his.
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"OK! So I would like to taste this." I said and he ordered our food.
We talked heart out about our past and somehow deep down I'm feeling free now, no more weight on my shoulders.
Currently we are sitting in a luxurious restaurant for dinner, some dishes are so weird that I have a suspicious are they dishes in real? .
Suddenly his phone rang, he saw the caller Id and flash a smile then I came to know that Ami called us just to know about our whereabouts. We talked with them for some time and then ate our dinner in silence like we both were lost in deep thoughts.
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Oh ALLAH! I have nothing suitable to wear. I said to myself and signed loudly. How I forget that bhabhi packed my bag. What I'm gonna do now? An idea pop in my head and I ran to the restroom.
I found nothing there but I hang my Pajama and shirt here in morning. I have nothing to wear I mean I have but bhabhi put all revealing nighties in my bag and how can I wear these in front of him. He's your husband my mind said and I signed again.
I go downstairs to him who was watching tv, I went to him and cleared my throat for his attention, he turned around to me.
"Do you know where my night suit?" I asked him and he gave me a confusing look as I expected .
"Actually I hang that in restroom but now it's not there. " I said and bit my bottom lip why on earth I'm feeling nervous. I thought.
"Maybe Banu aunty took that for laundry. " he said are you kidding me? We are here for honeymoon not to live for eternity. He again turned to watch tv cricket lover! I signed again and go upstairs.
I laid down on room's couch still wearing the same dress I wore for going out.
Suddenly the door brust open and he came in I look to him and pass him a weak smile.
"You didn't change? " he asked and stare at me intensely, stop him or he will know that something is bothering me. I shake my head quickly.
"..em.. You go and change first. " I said and he nodded and turn to go, I signed in relief.
"Is something bothering you? " he asked and I shake my head again "n-nah!" I said and he go to change.
I go to my bag and took the less revealing nighty and clenched it in my hands. He came out after few minutes and without glancing him I almost ran to the rest room and close it. I wore that stupid nighty ,it was silk shirt and short with net upper.
I pop my head out to just saw that he's in the room or not. He was sitting on bed, his back was facing me I took advantage and ran to bed and before he saw me I closed my eyes and cover myself with duvet, but I know he saw me bad luck!
"What you're trying to do? " he asked huskily and then I felt his hand on my hand under the duvet. I jolt open my eyes.
He pulled the duvet up and come over me his breath was fanning on my face, sending shivers in me as always. Unintentionally I licked my lips and without leaving a second he captured my lips, he kissed me feverishly and I responded back.
He kissed further lips to jaw line then to shoulder to neck and go further and kissed on my collar bone and bite it a soft moan escape my mouth, he start kissing on my cleavage. One by one moan left my mouth ,i clenched the bedsheet in my fists and then he suddenly stop and look up at me and then to my chest which was moving up down because of heavy breathing, I'm not ready yet I thought and break eye contact and suddenly mama's word rang in my ear he has every right on you I look at him and close my eyes giving him permission but then I felt his lips on my forehead.
"Don't pressure yourself! Tell me when you're ready I can wait and I'm sorry I lose control seeing you like this. " he said in my ear breathing heavily.
He flinch to move away from me but I held his hand, "I want it. " I whispered and in next second I felt his lips on mine.
On that night we both become one in every manner, he showered his love on my soul to the whole night and I just fell more for him.
"Born to be yours." I whispered in his ear and kissed it, then put my head over his chest and he tightened his grip on my waist and we drifted into sleep.
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