Born to be yours (Book I)

Memories

Unedited and a long chapter.

Zeeniya pov:-
I open my eyes as harsh rays was disturbing my sleep, I groan and sat back rested my head on headboard.

"Good morning" Mrs. Hailey said as she entered in the room with a tray of food I passed her a smile.

"You like the room? " she asked and I roamed my eyes in the whole room which was painted in a dim grey colour with black rolling, with white and black furniture just the way I like.
How did I came here?

"Good." I replied and stand on my feet made my way to restroom to freshn up, I take a long warm shower to relax my nerves.

I came out in a bathrobe and select a white top and black trouser, change my clothes and came out and have my breakfast which was already placed by Mrs.Hailey.

I felt so empty, hardly swallow five-six morsels and that's it. I made my way to balcony as I was feeling my heart heavy, cold breeze brushed my skin making my hair to flew up in air.

I signed loudly and close my eyes, my hand automatically go to my belly and I clench my shirt in my fists. Two tears slip from my eyes, not knowing what to do? Where to go?

I wiped my tears after sometime and came back to my room and heard a knock. Mrs.Hailey came in and headed me my medicine.

"God!  You didn't eat anything" Mrs. Hailey complained "I'm not feeling hungry." I replied dryly and gulp down the medicine.

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"What you want for lunch? " Mrs. Hailey asked and I just shrugged my shoulders.

"Whatever you want." I said and turn again to a boring tv show which I was watching for like half an hour just to divert my mind.

I skip all the classes of last three days in university, I have to maintain my grades, this all stuff is going to affect my studies. I'll rejoin uni from tomorrow IN SHA ALLAH.

I heard voice of azan and ran to do my ablution, because the prayer Mat is the only place where I got peace of my heart. I offer Duhur salah and make a long dua for the forgiveness of all my sins and gave my child a healthy birth.

I rubbed my eyes to wipe the tears which were threatening to fall and go to the bed to have some rest, or to catch some sleep so that my mind can get free of all these horrible thoughts.

As I close my eyes a memory of us rushed in my mind, and the tears finally fall.

"I want this shirt" I said as I hold his arm and point towards the shop where a black backless shirt was hanging, looking stunning, I just want this shit to hug my body.

"No, it's too revealing" he said and start walking to the parking but I tugged his arm.

"Please, I want this shirt. Please" I said again giving my best puppy eyes ,but that didn't work as he shook his head.

"Please Muneeb" I said innocently this time.

"I'll not wear it outside just in home. Please? " I nagged on him.

I said no, it's mean no" he said and start dragging me to the parking, I tried my best to convince him  but he didn't change his decision which made my mood upset

I really want that shirt.

He open the back door of car and keep all the shopping bags inside, while I was standing there in hope that maybe he changed his decision and buy that shirt for me.

"Sit inside." He said while taking shopping bags from my hand to keep it inside, but I didn't move to sit inside if he's stubborn then I'm too.