Born to be yours (Book I)

Tired

Zeeniya pov:-
I woke up because of annoying sound of my alarm, I remove his hand from my stomach and go to make ablution.

I came out and and make him awake to go for prayer. I offer my salah while he go to offer his prayer in local mosque. I go to kitchen and make breakfast and go to get ready for university, it has been two months we shifted here, he was too busy in his work, spend sleepless nights and skip his meal also.

I came out from closet and saw him full ready for office, we go downstairs and have our breakfast. Something is changed between us in these two months, i can felt something in his eyes but can't figure out that point.

Something is bothering him badly, some of the times he came and just all quite and lost in his thoughts, I always tried to start a conversation but he just answer in yes and no.

Sometimes he love me but I felt a guilt or something like this in his eyes. I wish that everything is fine with him.

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I heard a knock on the door but I can't go to see whose there cause I'm cleaning the restroom. I think he's in home he would use his spare key.

"I'm home. " he exclaimed. And then I heard voice of shutting the door.

I hurriedly finish my work and go downstairs, he was using his laptop I pour water in a glass ,handed over to him and said my salam,he greeted me back with a kiss. I smiled widely, I can see the love for me in his eyes but something else is also there which is felt like a wall in our love.

He gulped down the cold water and put the glass at the center table in front of the couches. I stare intensely in his eyes to figure out what's bothering him, but I can't point it out. I signed and hugged him.

I just want that his all problems fade away and we live happily and cherish each other. He hugged me more tightly as he also don't want me to let go.

His everything shows me that he love me so much but things are little bit of change between us. I signed and close my eyes to just feel him near me. Suddenly his phone rang and he broke the hug, he saw the caller I'd and his jaws tightened he saw me directly in my eyes and avert them.

"I'm going for some work. Will come late. " he said and took his jacket and left.

Suddenly I felt the house cold, like I'm all alone here, away from my parents, family and friends. The companion of my life is with me but still he's not.

I lay down on the couch, in which we were sitting just few minutes ago. I really do miss my family, I need them but don't have them here. I what to share these feelings to someone and want a shoulder to cry because I'm holding my tears for so long now.

An idea pop in my mind and I ran to the restroom did my ablution and offer two rakh of hajjat and made dua I cried after a long time but I was holding these tears from very long now.

I felt my body is carrying by someone and I then I felt softness at my back as I was laid on something smooth. I tried to flicker open my eyes and saw him creasing my hair and cheeks with love and admiring every inch of my face, he was so lost that he didn't notice that I'm awake now.

"You came?" I asked and he came to his senses and just nodded his head.

"You were crying? " he asked and I shook my head. "Then what's these stains are? " he asked again and come over me.

He hugged me start stroking my back and said sorry for leaving me all alone. Tears find their way out and start flowing without my concerned. We talked for sometime and then he made me eat dinner and then we slept.

I just wish that everything go well in future.

After six months :

"Caden" I exclaim my only friends of new York and ran towards her.