Zeeniya pov:-
" Ruhi, I really don't want to come. I want to sleep right now please you go" I said to Ruhi who was nagging on me to come with her. The group was again hanging out but I don't want to go because of Him. Whenever he was in my sight it's became hard for me to avoid him.
It has been six months, six months of my engagement soon I'll be nikkahfied but still I can't make distant with him. Still I want him as much as I want him before.
After my engagement I start keeping distance with the group I mostly spend my time in library or there where he is nowhere in sight.
It's too hard for me to forget him, whenever I saw him a pang of hurt ran through my heart. Most of the nights of mine spend with all the crying, I stop hanging out with the group, stop talking to them.
In beginning they find it weird but now I guess they are become use to of this type of behavior of mine.
"Back to earth" Ruhi said and slap my arm playfully.
"Sorry Ruhi but I dont want to come. IN SHA ALLAH we will hang out some other time. " I said and again laid down on my bed.
She sighed and left from there saying a ok to me.
I'm sorry Ruhi I have to do this, or I will break my parents trust again. I said to myself.
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"Beta it will look good on you. Try this" Ami( mother in law) handed me a necklace to try.
My in laws are here for the preparation of Nikkah and selecting the jewellery for me. I'm trying again and again the necklaces they were selecting for me.
After some half an hour they all select the jewellery for me and for theirselves. They done the rituals of giving gifts and then headed towards there home.
So tomorrow is my Nikkah. I don't know what I'm feeling right now one side it's paining while on the other hand I'm happy as it's my biggest dream to become a bride.
Mama take me to beauty parlor and they done some herbal facials on my face. After that my skin glow more I smiled seeing myself in mirror.
I become so weak after crying all the nights , my eyes become swollen, cheeks become sucked and lips were chapped.
But after this facial I'm looking a way better than before. I bitterly chuckled at my situation.
"Zee are you done? " Safa asked sarcastically and I nodded giving her a sheepish smile of mine.
Nikkah
I woke up and pray fajr, I raised my hands for dua and make a long prayer for my upcoming life.
ALLAH pak please solve my problems give me strength to love my soon to be husband still I can't forget Moon, he is still in my heart not a day begin without thinking him. ALLAH pak I'm a sinful person but you're the most merciful and forgiving please forgive me. I want to be a sincere wife I want my married life to work out please ALLAH pak help me out ,ease my tensiosn and pain. Always keep HIM and my family happy and give them a cheerful life. Thank you ALLAH pak to bless me with so much.
I prayed and wipe my tears. I got ready in a kurti and loose trouser, make a messy bun of my hair and go downstairs. I thought to walk on the garden.
I go to the garden remove my sleepers and start walking on the grass with bare feets. I felt a relieve in me.
Today I tagged myself with someone's name and then I would never be the one who I used to be, I wish I never fell in love and if I fell I wish I never aware of feelings. Whenever I think of him I always felt like someone is punching my heart continuously.
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Born to be yours (Book I)
Spiritual#4th in crying #6th in tears He removes my veil from my face. My heart was beating rapidly as it will came out from ribcage at any time. "Salam" he said. I look up and gasp. My eyes were widely open and mouth was hang open. He was standing front...
