My Heart Knows EDITING

Chapter 7

Dani's P.O.V

It still hasn't sunk in. I've lost the most important thing in my life. And I miss her, so much. But I know she's watching over me. She's my star, my guardian angel. She died two days ago. The morning after she died, I woke up in Santana's arms and stayed like that all day. She stayed, and just held me. I wouldn't have survived it if it wasn't for her, seriously. But she's kept me going and I'm much happier now. Im finally starting to accept myself for who I am. Which I never thought to be possible, until I met San. She makes me happy. Jordan decided that he didn't want Karla's funeral to be yet. He decided to do what she'd like the most, and hold the funeral while it is snowing. She loved the snow. When we were kids, she'd sit at the window for hours and watch the snow cover the earth like a blanket. And because its Spring now, we decided to wait until Christmas time.

Today, me and San are going home. I decided I want to leave here, there's too many memories I'm not ready for and I know San misses Rachel. So we are on the plane back to New York right now. "Dani" San said quietly, "Are you asleep?", I shook my head, "No, just thinking" I said, turning towards her. She's so beautiful. Her skin, her hair. Everything about her seems so perfect, even her imperfections. "Little darlin' I feel the ice is slowly melting" I sang to myself as she stroked my hair. I smiled, I'm so lucky, I'm not even with her, and she's already done so much for me. I looked up and her again and she smiled down at me, pressing her lips to my forehead. I smiled and hugged her, she pulled me into my lap. I cuddled into her and was half asleep until I heard something, I think she thought I was asleep. I don't think I was supposed to hear it. But I did. "You have no idea how long i've waited for you" she whispered. 

I woke up in Santana's arms, but we were moving. She was holding me bridal style. I groaned, "Morning sunshine" San said, I smiled and she let me down. I walked next to her, half asleep. She was holding my hand. We walked out of the airport and into a taxi. I lay my head on her shoulder, "You have no idea how lucky I am to have you" I said, holding her hand tight. "Oh, honey. I think its the other way around" she said in a weird voice, I giggled, she sighed. "What is it?" I asked, "Your laugh is beautiful, I wish you laughed more often" she said sadly, I placed a finger under her chin and made her look at me, "I will, for you" I said softly and hugged her. I felt her smile.

"Rachel.... RACH" Santana shouted, trying to find Rachel. She came running out of her room, her hair messed up and her shirt on backwards. "No. Rachel. Please don't tell me.." San started, but was cut off by a dark, short haired boy walking out behind Rachel, with no shirt on. Damn. If I was straight Id be all over him. "Real classy Rachel. Him? Really" San said, "Nice to see you too, Slut" the boy said sarcastically. What did he just call her? I suddenly got mad, and before Santana could reply, I stepped in. "Excuse me? What did you just call her?" I said, my voice full of disgust. "Slut, Whore, Hoe, any will do, take your pick" he said, smirking. I could tell San was hurt. The guy looked strong, but when you grew up with what I grew up with, I guarantee I'm stronger. I slammed him to the wall with the back of my arm, making him splutter. He tried to get free, but I had him pinned. I just pressed my arm harder against his neck. "What did you say?" I hissed. "I-I N-nothing" he stuttered. Good. Hes afraid. "Listen, I never want to hear of you calling any woman anything like that again do you hear me?" I shouted, he nodded. I became aware of Santana and Rachel. Both of them were stood, jaws dropped, staring at me. I turned back to him. "Listen here, bud. If you are with Rachel. Good for you. But you treat her like a princess. You ruin her lipstick, I'm happy. You ruin her mascara, I'm unhappy. No me gusta. And son, you don't want to see me unhappy, okay? If that girl sheds a single tear and its your fault, you'll have me to answer to. Shes special. Treat her like it. Now, get out of here" I hissed at him, he nodded furiously and I grabbed his shirt and practically threw him out of the door, slamming it behind him.

I turned around and immediately there was a pair of arms around my neck, it was San, and she was crying. I hugged her. "Thank you" she whispered, "Its okay" I said back. She pulled away, "If I'm being totally honest, that was so hot, especially the Spanish! I didn't know you spoke Spanish. I do too. That's super  hot also" she gushed, I chuckled and blushed. We walked towards the living room and I felt another pair of arms around my neck. Rachel. She was also crying, but a lot more. "Dani, thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you. You have no idea how much I needed to hear someone say that" She said, sobbing. "Its okay Rachel. He's a douche bag anyway. I agree with San. I don't want to upset you. But hes a bit of an idiot." I said, she nodded, "I know" she said, "then why?" I asked. "I don't know" she said quietly, I nodded. "I'm going to end it with him" she announced and hugged me and San. "Thank you guys" she said, smiling.

*A/N - hope you liked the feisty side of Dani there guys! I thought Id update again. I'm feeling nice. Comment guys! I want to dedicate this chapter to my friend Breanna. You know who you are. Stay strong sweetie*