Love

Cry

Don’t you ever think that you have to get the person who did you wrong back...or am I the only one? I’ve been feeling like this for the longest. 
I feel like I’ve took to much of this and they deserve to pay, you give then your heart and everything and they turn around and give you nothing but weak ass apologizes and their ass to kiss. They need to suffer, they need to pay me in tears for all the tears I have ahead they need to see what they did wrong to me and realize that its not cool. At the and we would both be hurt. I know its wrong but I want to see every last one of them cry, every fucker that did me wrong. All these years swept by and I still have yet to get a real apology that people actually put there all in, not any bullshit ass “im sorry”.
What you sorry for, they don’t even know they just know your looking for a damn apology, and half of the damn time they don’t even admit to their faults, but something has to happen, either I need blood or hurt. I know this is not me. I don’t like revenge but sometimes it’s the best thing out here for these niggas. They need to be plotted on and fucked over how they did me. Some people don’t even give a fuck ROBERT, JOHN. Act like they don’t even know you JOSH. The ones who looking for an apology for you and you tried to help them SAM. It just doesn’t feel right. I dont think they realized how they hurt me though. Like Robert, i dont think he knows how he hurt me, and dosent care to know, but he cut me the most because i thoigt he actually cared. Everything he told me is now a memory lost to him. He has told me mutilpw time that he "cared for me " or "love you too". Did those words really mean anything to him, or was he just saying them to make me feel better when knew i was hurt, but why would he do that i would ask him over and over not to lie to me and he never did so I thought he was serious when he told me those things. Same thing with Josh. Josh use to tell me that he was the only one that would be there for me and he would never let " nan soul" play with my heart.....you know of course before he did. John as well I dont think he purposely got that girl pregnant and lied to me about her and fucked me over, but thats what I get for thinking. I hate when I beat my self up for caring about people that dont care about me, but I think these people still deserve  to pay me in tears.
Am I wrong  for wanting revenge on them? Comment!