Love

Friends Over Niggas?

So let me go to this next boy name Ty'Quarius Walton, well we’ll call him Ty for now. Ty and I went out after John and I did. Ty and I were really in love I guess you can say. When I went to Baker Middle School I had the best of friends, but I only hung around three bicthes, Lovely, Khalaya, and Mauvae. Lovely was my beat friend out of the bunch, but I love them equally. They were way in the story before Ty was. Ty was going to this other middle school, but one day Ty called me and told me that he would be coming to Baker where I was because he had moved. I didn’t believe Ty, but he showed me better then he could tell. So the next day I seen him just like  said I would see him. Was I happy to see him yes I was, but could I show that *no* I didn’t want him to think I was a gullible bitch. So I acted like I didn’t see at first, and clearly spotted him before he spotted me. I loved my best friend just as equal as I loved Ty, but one thing I knew about both of them that they were selfish and didn’t want anyone to hurt me. I understand my best friend and my man trying to look out for me, but they did it as if so they were trying to rip each others head off. Oh Shit! This is where the time I felt like I had to choose between them, and I didn’t want to do that and I wanted the both to see eye to eye, but one thing I wasn’t going to do was leave my beat friend. I knew that for a fact. Even though I loved Ty with all my heart, he got to comfortable if you ask me. Ty knew how Lovely felt about him, hell she practicably wanted him to die and her sight every time, and I hated to see her like that. Ty and I were close, but we got further apart then ever. Damn! How could we have gotten so far. Some thought Lovely was filling my head up. So one day I tried Ty out. I tried to see if he would betray me, and he did, but was It because he was hurt and I kind if betrayed him first. I hope not because I didn’t want him to feel that way about me, but I will always love Ty and I always told him that, but I guess I gave away my trust for him to Lovely. Lovely was my man and my best friend,  hell sometimes my mother. I convinced my self that there was no one eles out there for me after what John had did to me. I was convinced if John was like that every nigga was like that, but after that it was like tic-for-tac with Ty and I when Ty and I broke up we would throw low blows that would make one another mad enough to fight and also cry. I really loved Ty and I know Ty loved him no matter how much hell we put each other threw. Even thought that he had a friend that I thought was my friend that was fake to me…well both of us, but I ain’t gone tall about her now, I got her later.