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FatherLess

One thing I experience growing up was not having a father or having different men trying to fulfill that roll. I realm feel bad for my self at time because every time I go to school every one is always talking about their father not only there father. I really wish I had a father not a clone. Let me tell you what I happen to my father. He got put out by my mother when I was really young, but I really didn’t know who he was I just knew we had the same name my just had Jr Behind it. You know that feeling of not having a father and every time you try to get in touch with them and they ever answer or send others to answer the phone. This leads to the cutting of wrist and beating in the head for me. If anything I want my father to know that I don’t hate him for anything he has done to hurt me and make me angry, but want to let him know that I am more then okay, and I’m doing good. Only if he would answer the phone. You know one thing worst then not having a father physically...not having a mother emotionally. My mother mostly told me that I was gone be just like my daddy. I guess she don’t understand how low that feel to me, being called someone who doesn’t take care of their child only seen their child a few selected times. How dare she that’s feels so low. The man that I feel really actually died and he didn’t have any children, but I was love him and wish my real father would take tips from him.