Sanders Sides One Shots

The decision - Logicality - Part 1

Logan makes his mind up on whether he wants to see Patton again after he cheated, will them being soulmates outweigh his action or can Logan not excuse it. Ending for 'Let me explain, please - Logicality'

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"Hello?"

"Patton, I've made my decision."

"And?"

"I think it's best if we don't see each other ever again. I love you but I can't forgive you. It hurts me to even think about what you've done and it hurts me to know that you're hurting too but I can't do this."

He can hear Patton's sobs through the phone, someone is telling him it will be okay but Patton doesn't stop crying for a while. Logan feels so guilty but he knows it's for the best.

"Okay, okay. I understand, Lo. I'm still so sorry, I regret everything so much. I'll leave on Friday and you won't hear from me again. I'm sorry that we're soulmates and I'm sorry that I'll still leave marks on your body. I wish I could stop it, I really do. I wish you the best though and I hope you find somebody who loves you as much as I do."

"The same to you, Patton. Please don't get caught up on this, please move on and forget about me the best you can."

"I don't think I'll ever stop loving you, Logan."

"I don't think I'll ever stop loving you either, Patton."

They're both crying when they hang up. Patton leaves on Friday without a word. Virgil texts him words of sympathy, saying he'd like to be friends with Logan but it probably wouldn't work due to their relationship with Patton, they say goodbye on good terms.

They move on with their life, most bumps and bruises ignored, simply passing it off as something they've accidentally done. Logan gets a new, long term boyfriend when he's 27, they marry when he's 30. That night his husband litters his body with hickeys and bruises. The next morning he's happy, finally happy with the man of his dreams. The same morning Patton cries for hours, happy for Logan, but god it hurts, finally he understands the pain; he feels nothing but guilt all over again.