Was I hurt that another guy was at Louis' house? No.
Louis looked absolutely pathetic. But most of all I could tell he wanted me too, that's all I needed. Greg could never replace me.
I was hurt by the fact he didn't come to me, he didn't hug me and didn't say he would come today. It's been about six months since I last kissed him, half a year since we had our short affair.
I couldn't understand why he has rejected me the way he has.
"Styles finish getting dressed the games about to start!" My coach yells at me. Did I mention I was nominated most improved?
I finish getting ready and look to my teammates. They were all pumped and didn't even notice that I was just hoping he was out there.
"Harry, focus." Niall growled and shoved my arm.
"Says you with your boyfriend cheering you on. I hear him all the way in here, cheering for you." I joke back, hiding my thoughts.
"I wish my brother didn't leave last night though. Anyways we're going to win for sure!"
We all jogged out onto the field with flashing lights and loud voices. I was just looking for him. My head swiveled around scanning all the faces.
He's not here.
"Before we start I have my two star players of their time, Bebe and Louis to say a few words!" The coach shouts to the crowd.And there he was. Glowing.
"Trying your best is all you can do." Bebe says to us. Louis looks straight at me.
"Everything is great. Everything is fucking great." He makes a face in reaction to the gasping of the crowds. "Maybe I miss you. The game that is." The subtle wink. "Just have a great time, it doesn't get better than this."
The two exit leaving me buzzed and ready to win.Once the game was won we were told to go home and rest, that more games were to follow. I searched for my mum knowing she was waiting. To my surprise, Louis was talking to her.
"Don't give up on him, I see potential. He may have to push a bit harder than the others but he's good." Louis tells her. Once he sees that I am behind him, his eyes go soft.
"Thank you Louis." My mum responds with a cheery smile. He nods and shakes her hand before facing me.
"Wow the Louis? Mum! Can I get ice cream with him!" I bounce like an excited child, knowing he can't make an excuse. I was done playing by his time.
"Sure honey, your curfew still stands though. It is a school night!"
Louis cheeks were red but he has no response, he couldn't tell me no.
We make it to his car, which is parked in the back. No one was around, so I seized my opportunity.
"Louis, does my ass look good? I've been working hard on it." I look at him but he won't look at me, he just turns on his car.
"Yes- I mean- no." He shakes his head and starts backing out of the spot.
"Notice that my shorts are shorter than everyone else's?" I say slowly, I want him to suffer.
"God yes." He slams his hand on the wheel and drives in the opposite direction of the ice cream place.
"Notice who's shirt I'm wearing?" I have his attention, now to yank his feelings.
He looked over with tears in his eyes, soft but there.
"Yes." He turns his eyes back to the road, towards his house.
"Do you love me?"
That rocked the car into silence. We pulled into his driveway, the car even going silent.
"Harry we can't do this."
"But we will." I say confidently. I no longer wanted him for show or for fun, I wanted him for real. "Just me and you. No one else needs to know."
"Harry,"
"Louis."
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Everything Blue
FanfictionLouis lives in a world with money, modeling and owning a business. He loves football and got his start by being the cute player so why not share the knowledge? Harry lives the fanboy dream by learning and following in Louis' footsteps. Learning each...