i think
it was the
first day
i saw your
sugar
inside
your smile
being
so sweet
i think
i got sick.
i felt like vomiting
seeing your crystals
because it made
me feel like i was
more of an amorphous kind.
but i learnt to like you
for your structure
keeping yourself
in perfect shape
making perfect sense
just the opposite of what
i was supposed to be.
we were complete opposites
loving each other for
our crystallinity and amorphy
forming our own kind of
sense.
our sense made sense
until she came
and she was so senseless
and so full of shape and structure
she was like you.
i think
it was the
first day
i saw her
salt
inside
her wrists
being
so briny
i think
i got healthy.
i felt like realising
seeing your crystals
were in fact
more of an amorphous kind
i thought.
i learnt from her
and i saw
that your amorphy
was in fact
more of a briny kind.
so i started
to hate you for
looking like sugar
so i started
to hate you for
looking like glass
so i started
to hate you for
hiding your salt.
because you looked the same
like you were
when we made sense.
please forgive me
my foolishness
trapped me
one of an amorphous kind
in trust of thinking
that we could make sense
when you caught me
in your crystalline solid.
