i once thought i could love myself.
i loved myself so much
i was owerflowing with
the thought of giving
giving my love to others
the others
who needed my love
more than i needed it.
i once thought i could love myself.
i once was a little child.
just whenever
i think I could love myself
all the
bees
wasps
hornets
came and
bit
me
the blood
sweat
tears
flowed down my body
reminding
me
that nothing lasts forever
not even
the
effort
i put in loving myself.
there was
no
self
love left
but then
i
realised
there was no self love there before.
and all the
bees
wasps
hornets
didn't
flow away
after they
got what they wanted.
all the
bees
wasps
hornets
were still
searching
for pollen
in a flower
that was
already wilted.
