i would love
to love you.
my heart is so full
full of love
love for many
it is about to explode.
i want to give it to you.
to you all.
the overflowing love
that describes my heart
but i can not.
oh, i try so hard.
you deserve it
so much.
i want to scream
scream it out loud
in your ear
so you know
how much you deserve it
but i can not.
it is not my brain's will.
i fight a fight
between my heart and brain.
but my brain
always wins.
»the love« my brain says »is so special. it shall be used wisely.«
»the love« my heart says »is so powerful. it shall be used for others.«
»you can not. before you shall use the powerful, you shall use the wise.«
and i understand my brain.
before we can love others, we shall start loving ourselves first.
