Mental//Tyler Joseph X Reader

Different (August 3rd)

You woke up before Tyler and looked up at him to see he was still sleeping. You got out of bed and decided to make him and Josh pancakes sort of as a small thanks for letting you live with them.

Josh woke up first.

"Good morning."

He said groggily.

"What smells good?"

He asked.

"I made pancakes."

You said placing a plate in front of him.

"Oh thanks."

He replied.

"Do you want something to drink?"

You asked.

"Orange juice please..."

Josh said smiling and giving you a look.

"What?"

You laughed as you poured the juice.

"Why are you being nicer than usual?"

Josh asked.

"Because you let me live here I might as well make you breakfast and get you something to drink."

You said in an obvious tone.

"Thanks."

Josh said as you gave him the drink.

"Good morning...not really..."

Tyler said sitting at the table.

"Not really is everything okay?"

You asked placing his pancakes in front of him.

"Eh, I just, I don't feel well."

He said.

"Do you feel sick?"

Josh asked.

"No, just, just kinda like, sad for no reason...I dunno..."

He said taking a bite of the pancake.

After breakfast you and Tyler went back to you guys' room.

"Are you still taking your anti-depressants?"

You asked breaking the silence.

"...I-I dan out...a few days ago..."

Tyler said quietly.

"Did you call to have them refilled?"

You asked turning to him from across the room.

He shook his head.

You walked up to him and crossed your arms.

"And why not?"

You asked.

Tyler got quiet.

"Why. Not?"

You asked again.

He gulped and you grabbed his sleeve and rolled it up to see fresh cuts on his wrist. You looked back up to Tyler to see that he was crying.

"You promised me you wouldn't do that again! And I promised you I wouldn't do it again!"

You shouted.

"D-Do you hate me?"

Tyler asked as his voice shook.

"No, I can't hate you. I'm just disappointed. You gave me a promise ring promising that we'd never hurt ourselves again and you broke the promise which I get isn't as important right now but it hurts, and we're calling to get your anti depressants refilled. Give me your razor now."

You said.

Tyler reached into his drawer and pulled out a small silver razor with dry blood on it placing it in your hands and you grabbed his hand and the two of you began to walk.

"Where are we going?"

Tyler asked.

You walked all the way down to the beach down the road and threw the razor far out letting it go off into the ocean so Tyler couldn't get it back.

Of course he could always buy a new one but you were going to make sure he didn't.

"Tyler, why didn't you call and refill your medication?"

You asked.

"I was gonna but then I forgot..."

Tyler said.

You wrapped him in a tight hug and kissed his cheek.

"I love you. Please don't hurt yourself again."

You whispered.

"I won't. This I time I swear."