A Girl In The Band

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henlo everybody this is not fantisyqueen here, it's heavenlyherron aka emily :)) phaedra is unable to update at the moment but because i'm such an amazing friend i'm going to do it for her. follow me and go read my stories because i do wdw fics too and they're pretty lit if i do say so myself :)

Today we had a day off working on music and we could do whatever we wanted, but we all decided to stay at home since we all thought we deserved a chill day without having to go anywhere, meaning I got to sleep in until twelve o'clock without any interruptions.

I finally decided to get up and get dressed in some grey sweatpants and crop top, left my face bare and put my hair in s messy bun. I walked down the stairs and I instantly wanted to go right back upstairs and into my bed again when I realised who was here.

Aspen, aka the devil incarnate.

"Nice to see you're finally awake Em," Aspen said as soon as she saw me, looking at me with that look I would love to slap right off her face.

"Good morning Aspen," I sighed, walking passed her and Jack, who by the way didn't say one word to me, and walked into the kitchen to get food. I found Zach in the kitchen and he just gave me a look showing he was annoyed that Aspen was here too.

I have to admit I feel a little bad for doing this to Jack, but if he wanted me, he shouldn't be doing what hes doing.

No one was talking today, including Zach, so i got my drink, and walked back out to the living room where i was faced with satin herself.

"Don't you think you look... a little weird today Emily? you didn't really put on any makeup. you look a bit dead..." Aspen said slowly.

I'm blaming god for this one.

"Thanks for the imput, but I'm good without your opinion. Aspen." i smirked.

Jack just looked at me. Not a word was said, but I could see the gears turning in his head.

"you're welcome." she said sitting back onto Jack.

"How petty can this house get? first Jack won't talk to me, then Zach, and i haven't even seen the rest of you!1!1 The only person that has even talked to me is satin!" I yell so the rest of the house can here me.

That is, if there is even anyone else in here.

"You know what!? If you guys wont take responsibility, then i will," i turned to aspen, "Get out of this house Aspen."

Zach stepped out.

"Get out." he repeated as Jack gave me a thankful look.

"You were a mistake." she states.

"So were you." i reply as I shut the door behind.

I turn round, lean against the door, and look at them both.

"Thank you." is all Jack manages to say.

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Noon rolls around, and i hear someone playing videogames downstairs

I follow the noise.

Guess who it is.

Jack.

"Hey." I mutter.

I started to walk away but he grabbed my arm.

"Hey, can I talk to you?" He asked.

"Yeah?" I question sitting on the couch.

"Umm. Are you and jonah really dating?" He asked.

"Uh. It's fake."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, I fake dated Jonah to make you jealous. With Aspen coming over, I thought you forgot about me. i didn't want to lose you." i said.

"oh, I'm sorry, I... didn't mean to make you feel like that. But, how could you do that to me?" he asked.

"I.. I don't know." i said like a coward.

"What do you mean 'I don't know?' What do you mean!? You can't just do that to someone and expect them to just get over it like that. Emily, you don't understand!! I thought i was losing you! I just don't understand how you could do that... I thought you were something other than just a girl wanting fame, or money. But no! you're just like everyone else. I thought i could love you and trust you Em." he ranted but i cut him off after he said Em.

"DON'T call me Em. I have money, AND fame Jack. If i wanted more, i wouldn't have done this for You!! The hate is horrible. And you're no better. I thought i could trust YOU!! Just stop trying to prove you're right! It's both of our faults." i yelled. tears are my worst enemies.

"What do you mean the hate is horrible? I thought people love you." he quietly said.

"You don't see it!? It's all Aspen! She's saying i'm a lair! Saying i'm using you, and all your fame. and the reality is... i don't need you. i don't need any of this. Maybe i should just give up. You know jack? I think that's what I deserve don't you? so do all your "loyal" fans. YOU just don't understand. It's not me, it's you." i say turning away for the second time today.

"Don't give up. and... i'm sorry. for everything." he said cowardly.

"No you're not. if you are, than show me." i said turning back around.

he kissed me.

"Stop jack!" i yelled pulling away.

"i thought that's what you wanted." he said. "Just like every other girl on this planet."

i walked away and went upstairs.

i saw all the boys eavesdropping.

"You're all assholes." i muttered going into my room.

i locked my door and sat in my bed.

i cried really hard.

i didn't know what to do.

so, i did what i do best...

Dance.

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i snuck out of the house and came to Playland LA.

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i just danced my heart out and you don't even understand how good it feels to be back with Nicole.

She makes me so happy and it's the best feeling ever.

The only bad thing is that i need to go back home at some point.

im just going to go home now and see what pathetic excuse the boys have this time.

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i open the door and walk inside to the kitchen.

suddenly the lights turn on and the boys pop out with cake.

"Were so, SO sorry about what happened and i just feel so bad and-"

"You guys make it really hard to be mad." i cut him off.

"i know."