A Girl In The Band

T W E L V E

Emily pov

It's been three weeks, we've made songs, and Aspen comes and goes. Our new EP is being released next week and I'm so hyped.

Jack and I talk. He still calls me Blondie, he bullys me like a sister, were back to being bestfriends again.

I'm kind of sad because I lost him again. I haven't cut anymore but every time I shave I want to.I don't have any scars but the image of Jack's scars are still stuck in my head. Why would he do that?

I wake up, and put on sweatpants and a cropped hoodie. I put my hair in a lose ponytail and put on some Jordans.

Today me and Tessa Brooks are going to dance some together.

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I walk downstairs and grab and Apple and sit on the counter.

For some reason I didn't feel like eating. I couldn't.

Once I took a bite, I randomly threw up and I don't know why.

Jack came in while I was throwing up.

I could hear that the moment he walked in he ran to me and put his hands on me just like he did when I pulled that prank. Frantically, and panicked, he asked me what's wrong.

For some reason it made me so mad. All this time he could've been like this and now when God knows what's wrong he decides to ask what's wrong? No bitch.

I clean up my mouth and look at him.

"I don't know. But all this time, you could've been nice to me, but suddenly when Aspen gone, you're nice again. What the fuck is wrong with You? One day I think you love me, the next you avoid me. I'm done with you." I snap.

It took him a moment to answer.

"Sorry." He whispered and walked out.

I grabbed a water bottle and left the house to meet Tessa.

We are meeting at JambaJuice, so I got an uber there.

When I got out I emedietly saw her wearing something similar.

I gave her a hug and we went inside and ordered.

When we got our drinks we sat down and talked.

"So, whatcha wanna do?" She asked.

"I was thinking find a spot here to do the Juju challenge and then go to playland and dance there." I replied.

"Okay, well I'm done so maybe over there." She points to ap open sidewalk backed up to the street.

"Yeah that would be good."

"Okay let's do this thanggg." She said and got up.

We walked yok the spot and set up my phone.

This is how it turned out.

The only thing different was that she had heraches on.

We then went to playland and did this.

(Ignore the clothes swap)

Then, I went home.

I walked in my room and put away my shoes.

I walked downstairs again and sat on the couch.

I put my the dance videos on the tv and watched over them. For some reason I like watching myself dance.

Jack came downstairs as I was finishing.

"Where's daniel?" I asked.

"Idk not home." He replied sitting next to me.

I looked at him.

I'm tired of all this back and forth. All the I hate yous and I love yous. I'm tired of them.

He looked at me and I took my chance.

I kissed him.

He kissed back.

I broke the kiss for a second.

"I'm tired of all these games." He said.

"Why do you think I'm doing this?" I asked kissing him again.

-

Dinner rolled around and he held my hand under the table.

"What did you dok today Emily?" Corbyn asked.

"I danced with Tessa." I replied.

"Ooooooouuuuuu. Show us!" Zach said like a girl.

"You betcha!" I said mocking him.

I pulled up my phone and played the videos.

"Oooooooouuuu so sex!!" Zach said making me practically spit out my food.

Everyone laughed at me.

"Who wants to do a cover with me!?" I yelled.

"Meeee!" Jonah and Jack screamed at the same time.

"Zach pick." I said.

"Jack." He said smirking at me.

-

A few days later we filmed this.

We both took turns singing and it turned out really good.

-

Over the past month, my money, and followers have gone up.

But that's not what matters.

What matters is the hate.

I still get a little bit but it's not as bad as it used to be.

My relationship with the boys is stronger than it's ever been and I wouldn't change it for the world.

Sometimes I just walk around the house in giant t-shirts with no pants.

I love them.

So,

So

Much.