T W E N T Y S E V E N

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by imawhitevscogirl

by imawhitevscogirl

Emily pov

"Are you kidding me!?" Corbyn yelled. "She can't just leave! She signed a contract." He added. I instantly got a migraine. "Guys." I said. "Im fine."

"Are you sure?" Eben asked. "No." I said pouting. "We can figure this out." Eben said. "Just try to make it through tour but you have to tell us if you're not okay. Please Em." Jack said as we looked at him. "I can try but I don't know Jack. When you look at the crowds and less than half of them are yelling for you it kind of puts you down." I admitted.

"We will help you do it." Daniel said.

"Promise?" I asked leaning back in my seat.

"Promise."

"WHATS UP AUSTIN!!" Eben yelled as I got dressed for the show. Everyone screamed. He just finished a couple of his other songs and now he's talking before he does LAMBO. "So, you guys are SO loud!!" He exclaimed.

"Okay, now what you have all been waiting for, WHY DONT WEEEEE!" He said after LAMBO and ran off stage.

Christina gave me a hug before I went on stage where the rest of the boys are. They started off how they normally do, then I come on at my part. Except Air of The Night, me and Jack share a rectangle thingy because he's in the middle.

Limelights were cool here. I mainly stuck to one of the boys or Christina. At one point I even stuck to Bam Bam.

All the girls pretty much did the same thing.

Ignore me.

Even though Austin was hands down, one of the loudest crowds I've ever seen, I'm still getting put down. Why would I want to do this when I could just go home?

"Eben, I want to go home." I said on the verge of tears. "Why?" He asked concerned. "everyones putting me down again and it's giving me really bad anxiety. I just want to leave." I say shaking at this point. He hugs me but holds my head against his chest. That helped.

"Hey, Emily what's wrong?" Christina asked. "Don't you know?" I asked and she shook her head. I looked up at Eben, letting him explain. "Chile why didn't you tell me?" She asked. "Because I didn't want you to worry about me." I answered.

"Em-Chile, it would make me less worried to know that you're at least okay." She said giving me a hug. "Thanks chris." I say. "Any time." She she walking away. I pretty much was with Eben the rest of the time.

I looked at the pill bottle in the cupboard, then left it sitting on the counter. I cried as I set them down, knowing that I shouldn't. Doesn't mean I don't want to.

A couple of the guys came around the corner, to come see what I was doing. They saw me, the pill bottle, and comprehended what happened. "Did she take it?" Jack asked rushing to me. "No." Eben said. The rest of the boys can't back and we all watched movies until I fell asleep, then I assumed they left me on the couch and went to bed.

I woke up in the middle of the night and went back to my bunk. But, I woke up to Zach making noise in the fridge. "Stop waking me up." I said starting to walk back to my bunk. "I make no promises." He said kissing my neck as I went to my bed.

Damn.

I just saw them in a concert and eben said that my city was one of the best cities. I'm so happy right now.