A Girl In The Band

T H I R T Y T W O

Emily pov

"You dont understand." I heard behind me. The voice was familiar so I looked for it. Jack. He was on instagram live.

"Hey." I said as he looked over. "Hi b." He said kissing my forehead. So, I guess this is happening again.

After the live I asked him something. "What did you mean, you dont understand?" I asked.

"someone asked me how I could love you." He started. "I just told her how amazing you are and she still didnt understand, so I gave her another reason. She said you arent worth it. I told her that she didnt understand." He finished. I just layed on my back and sighed.

"Anyway, we need to get ready for the show tonight." He said. "Already?" I complained. "Yes I'm sorry." He said kissing me all over my face.

-

We walked out to the kitchen and Daniel came in recording. "Guys look! Its lil pump!" He yelled and zach came running in but pretended to hit his head on the cabinet I just opened. I looked surprised and I was the last thing he recorded.

I laughed.

"Is that what you're wearing tonight?" Jonah asked. "Yeah is there something wrong with it?" I asked looking down at my blue sweatpants, white tshirt, and black sneakers. I had my hair slicked back into a low ponytail.

"Nope. Just asking." He said drinking out of the carton. "You know, I drank out of that too." Jack said. "I did too." I repeated. "And I shoved my dick in it." Zach said as jonah spit out the milk all over the floor.

"Oh c'mon! Its not like you haven't sucked his dick before!" Corbyn said making him choke. I sigh and laughed, then put my head in my hands.

"What's wrong?" Jack asked. "I'm scared. What if they dont like me? Or I'm not pretty enough. What if-" he cut me off. "Bebe you're perfect. You dont need to worry about any of them." He reassured me.

"I'll be here. And Jonah, Zach, Daniel, Corbyn. All of us." Eben walked in. I sighed and hugged jack. I'm the youngest and it's hard. I dont know how zach did it before me. People think I'm not responsible or just jealous that I could date any one of them.

-

I ran out to the stage after eben. It was the end of the show and we were about to meet limelights. This place was different. They like me here. The rest of the boys came out and we bowed them ran back off.

As soon as we met limelights I was overwhelmed with love. I sat on the stage until a guy about 20 came up to me. "I bet I can dance better than you." He said. "You wanna bet?" I asked. "Yes I do." He said.

I stood up and grabbed a mic. "Can you beleive that this guy thinks he can dance better than me!?" I asked and people booed. "That's what I thought!" I yelled during a song and i went.

He joined me and we finished up.

"So.. was he better!?" I asked. They booed. "Me?" I asked and they cheered and yelled. "Sorry bro. You lost." I said patting him on the back and walking off somewhere.

I found myself with a group of fan girls just talking outside the venue because it was over. They came to a different city together and they dint need to be home for a while do I told them that I'd talk some more.

"I dont underatand how people dont like you. Like, how can you not? I mean.. the door is over there." She shrugged and her friends nodded.

I opened my mouth to disagree but it seems like Daniel knew my plan. "Emily! Were leaving!" He said before I could reply. "Ok!" I turned to look at them. "I've got to go now. I'll maybe see you again?" I asked genuinely hopeful.

"Of course. Well dm you in instagram if you want." They said. "Yeah of course." I said hugging them.

"Bye Emily." They waved. "Bye!" I cheered wondering over to the bus.

-

"Good night." I said as I closed the curtain on my bunk. "Night." Eben replied.

"Good night Emily."