Day 50: Ocean Blue Eyes

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I leave the building running and when I get into my car, I start the engine. I light a cigarette and drive without knowing where I'm going. On my way to my unknown destination, I'm thinking about what happened the last few hours. After an hour or so, I find myself heading to a beach. I pull over and I get out of my car, taking my purse, and go sit on the sand. Suddenly, my phone rings and wakes me up from my thoughts.

"Hey, where are u?" Stella asks when I pick up

"At a beach..." I answer

"At a beach? Why? Didn't u got to Mr. Asshole?"

"I did..."

"And? U don't sound well... " she mentions, sounding concerned

"I'm not..." I answer and my voice breaks a little

"What did he tell u?" She asks. I don't answer for a few seconds and then I start sobbing. I tell her what happened and she stays silent for a moment

"What are u gonna do now? " she asks shocked

"I don't know! I'm confused... " I answer, lighting another cigarette

"Confused, why?" She asks confused as well

"Because when he kissed me, I felt things..." I admit

"Yeah, anger, frustration..."

"No. I felt my heart racing..." I correct her

"Yeah, because u were pissed!" She insists

"No! " I yell

"Alexa...get it together! He is damaging you! He messes with your life just for kicks! U can't be feeling something positive about this guy!" She says with a serious voice, almost shouting

"I know! But I do...and it's killing me... " I admit and my voice breaks again

"Also, u have John...who is the best bf ever!" She reminds me

"I know it, God dammit! He is the best thing that has ever happened to me...I don't wanna ruin it!"

"Then don't! Get your shit together and come here...u need distraction!"

"Ok, I'll come..." I inform her

"That's my girl!" she says and hangs up

After a few minutes I get in my car and return to the university

                     ~Α few days later~

Everything was running smoothly. Anthony hasn't bothered me much, except from a few messages, begging me to go talk to him, and some phone calls. Of course I was ignoring them and I wasn't showing up at his lectures

This Saturday, our university orginises a party at a local karaoke club and of course me and my crew will be there. I love karaoke and my friends do too. So, Saturday came and at 21.00 I was ready and leaving my house

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