Mr Blue and me...

Day 59:Are you ready for it?

I spent the rest of the day doing chores and studying to keep my mind distracted

~A week later ~

After my last intimate time with Anthony, he never bothered me again. It feels weird, like he's planning something. Anyway, I don't care. We had a moment and now it's over. I don't even feel bad about it. There was no emotion, so no biggie. Also, now I know he's full of shit. He just wanted to fuck me. Now that I think of it, I feel weird; I never was that type of girl. I always had serious relationships, at least from my side. I've never had an one-time thing before. What is he doing to me? Did I believe that he actually cared about me? Was I such a fool? Suddenly, I feel exposed again. I let him play with me...gosh! Now I'm pissed!

"Babe??" John wakes me up from my thoughts. I turn around to face him, as we are still in bed and he is hugging me from behind

"Yes?" I reply

"Maybe we should get up..." He mentions and I look at the time

"Yep, I agree..." I say and get up

"I'm going to take a shower, wanna come?" He offers, but I decline

"No, we don't have time. I'm gonna make breakfast" I reply, putting on a fake smile

"Fair enough!" he replies smiling too, but for real. I put his t-shirt on and go to the kitchen. Thank god he didn't put up a fight; it's the last thing I wanted now. Don't get me wrong, I like him a lot and I love being intimate with him, but now I feel like shit, so...I leave my thoughts behind and start making breakfast. After a while, I feel his arms wrapping around me from behind and I smile

"Just in time!" I mention and kiss him as I turn around to put what I made on the kitchen table. After we eat, I take a shower myself and get dressed. John has some clothes here, for when he sleeps over...