Mr Blue and me...

Day 51: A dream coming true...

After the club I went home with John. He played with my cats a little and then we went to my room. We did the thing, but my mind was running elsewhere. When we finished, we slept-basically, he slept and I stayed awake all night, looking at the ceiling.

"Way to go Alexa..." I mutter

In the morning, when John wakes up, I pretend to be asleep

"Babe? Are u sleeping?" He whispers

"Mmm" I say "asleep" and I move a little

"I have to go, my dad needs me at the  restaurant" he continues whispering

"Ok..." I say and I turn on the side. He kisses my forehead and gets up. When he leaves, I get up and pick up my phone to call Anthony

"Hello" He answers with a sleepy voice and it makes me horny AF

"Where are you?" I ask without giving anything out about the effect his morning voice has on me

"Uhm...home..." He answers

"Obviously, where is it?" I ask again. He tells me the address and I hang up. I quickly get into the shower and then I start dressing up



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When my GPS says that I have arrived, I look at the house in my left and my jaw drops



I pull over at the driveway and then I get out. I start walking towards the door, looking around. I could totally see myself running around the house with a hose to wash our German Shepherd dog...

"What the hell am I thinking?" I scold myself and knock on the door. After a few seconds, he opens the door. Unlike every time I see him, he wears sweatpants and a plain black T-shirt. It's a nice change from the suit and tie he always wears, I think to myself

"Hey..." I finally say a little nervous, playing with my fingers

"Good morning...come in" He says and gives me room to enter. I get in and  stand still, waiting for him to tell me where to go

"This way" He says when he closes the door and gets in front of me to lead the way. We go down a couple of stair steps and we arrive at the living room

"Want me to get u something?" He offers

"No, no, thank u, I won't stay long..." I say and  sit on the couch. He sits next to me

"Sorry I woke u up, but I didn't sleep all night and I wanted to get some things straight..." I apologize

"No, it's ok" he replies smiling

"So...what do u wanna get straight?" He asks

"First, are u still with my mom?"

"Yes..."

"Ok...so why are u staying with her, since u don't feel anything about her?"

"Because I wanna know u better..." He replies completely casually

"Can't u just ask me? Why do u have to stay with her to know me?"

"Because I know u won't let me get to know you, so I ask her random things about you or she just talks about u in random moments...I mean, if something happens and it reminds her of u,she starts talking about u"

"Yeah, I can imagine...have u heard anything good from her about me?"

"Actually I have! She said that u cook very well, that u love animals and that u don't hold grudges..." he answers smiling