This story is about Alexa Cara...a 18-year-old girl(blue-black hair,big boobs,thin but carvy,brown eyes and nails always on fleek) from Seattle who starts studying in a Texan university...Her field of study is International and European Studies.On h...
The next morning I wake up at 11am. When I realize what time it is, I jump out of bed, change into a pair of black jeans and a T-shirt in like a minute and I run to the living room to feed my cats.
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"Hey, bae..." I say to Anthony as I get in the kitchen and put food in my cats' bowls. A sec later I realize what I said and turn to look at him. He's sitting on a chair drinking coffee and looks at me waiting to see my reaction. I immediately go sit on him and hug him tightly. Thankfully he got the chance to leave his coffee on the table before I jump on him...
"Good morning your honor!" He says playfully as he hugs me tight as well
"I missed u so much! Why did u leave me? Don't u ever do that again!" I say crying
"Shh!Pls don't cry! U're breaking my heart..."
"I'm so sorry for what I said! I didn't mean it! I swear! I need u so much!" I keep talking while crying
"I know, baby, but please,stop crying...I'm here now!" He replies as he strokes my hair
"Don't u leave me again!" I say again sobbing
"Hey Hey! Chill!" he says and grabs my head to face me
"I'm here, aren't I?" He says lookin at my eyes. I put my hands on either side of his cheecks and I stroke them with my thumbs
"Yeah...u are..." I answer smiling
"God...I thought u left me for good!" I add
"Look, If u hadn't called me, I'd probably call u, but I think it was a reason for us to break up..."
"I know. I'm just new to this; my previous relationships sucked...especially the one with James! After that, I started thinking differently. I wanted to be independent,strong and all that. I still want that, because I know that a woman's happiness and life shouldn't be defined by a men's presence, but I don't think that letting u help me shows weakness or dependency. Especially when I, obviouly, can't handle it. And trust me, I spent a whole night thinking about it!"
"That's true, baby, u're not weak, u are stronger than u think! U've been through so much and u're still here, fighting! That's all that matters! And I didn't mind u telling me u don't need help, I minded that u told me that being your bf doesn't mean anything. Like our relationship means nothing but a label! Just something for people to see...and it was weird, because u've shown me that being together is more than that; u never showed me that it's just sex and going out. Imagine what happened to my head when u said that...U confused me, like u don't even know what u want! And then I started feeling dumb and crazy, I started questioning myself: Have I gotten the wrong idea? Is our relationship based on sex? U feel me?"
"I do! I know I messed with your head, It's just a weird period for me. My therapy is going deeper and deeper, I'm trying to find myself etc. All I'm asking is some time! Give me time to adjust, wait for me...I'll be better! I promise!"
