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CHAPTER THREE

It took about two weeks to finally get into the school fully. Apparently my social worker ended up not filling out everything the first time. When I finally came to the school, it was SUPER discombobulating. I didn't know how ANYTHING worked, like how the halls worked. EVERYTHING was so confusing! I learned later on that it worked as wings with classes, yet most of the wings are in a literal SQUARE! I caught on pretty quickly to where most of my classes were, just the first class confused me. I would walk in circles for, like, ten/twenty minutes. Or technically, in squares. I met a few good friends in my first period class as well as my second and third. I got "reunited" with a kid I hadn't seen in, like, six years. I met a group of friends that some apparently didn't like me, one never did, the other became the first person I came out to as Trans*. Everyone else seemed to at least tolerate me. I met who would soon be my ex (of only 4 days), I met someone who at first hated me with a passion but then became one of my best friends, before she moved. At that school, I met friends I could break the rules with and friends who were not who they seemed, in a good way. At first, I thought I'd hate some of these kids, but then, people came to me, showing that they truly cared about me. When I went into the hospital, they all questioned me, asking what'd happened and if I was okay. It really felt nice to be finally accepted for the person I am and not know who I was before. I could almost see my life there being great. I was given a chance to be me. I got decent grades in my classes, only flunking one of them. I still ended up doing good on that classes final, earning many people to be surprised. I had an "F" in the class and a "B+" on the final. It always seemed to baffle my teachers. I hadn't come out to everyone yet, knowing almost nobody but clicking with a lot of people, kids and teachers. Mainly my Algebra teacher. I had her my first and second period. I hated the subject, loved the teacher. Most days, I got lost trying to find her class. Especially my first few weeks. I soon got used to the set up. I stayed at that school for the remainder of Freshman Year, having boyfriends, really boyfriend (shout out to Ronan XD), break ups (again, Ronan) and days skipping school with friends. I then went for about half of Sophomore Year, when what I thought the best thing in my life happened, which turned into a nightmare.

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(A/N: Hey guys, still in the hospital but I will be leaving sometime next week. I'll be moving three-and-a-half hours away from where I am now to a town in Massachusetts, USA called Pittsfield. I'll be moving away from all of my friends and best friends, so I may not update as much as normal, due to either a "depressive episode" or just not having access to the internet, either way. See you guys in a while. Love ya'll)