all these years- [shawmila]

six

|camila|

It was a Friday night and yet again, three days have gone by since I last talked to shawn.

I had nothing to do with my boring life. I found myself checking my phone numerous times to see if anyone texted me-they didn't. Annoyed, irritated and bored, I stood up before making my way into my boring room where yet again, I had nothing better to do.

Stuffing my body head first into the sheets of my unmade bed, I sighed into the pillow, letting my frustration out.

I didn't really feel like interacting with anyone at the moment. I was still sad, and upset about arguing with shawn.

I don't understand how our friendship slowly came to an end. We have a special bond, and we never fight for stupid stuff like this, but I guess after all these years of not speaking to each other- things change.

A piece of me just wanted to forget about not talking to him for the past two years, and hug him and just get back to the way things used to be-as much as I wanted that to happen, things just don't always go my way.

I tried to shake the haunting thoughts out of my mind because it either made me sad, or just pissed.

To distract myself from all these negative thoughts going on in my mind, I walked into my bathroom which was connected with my room, and stripped off my clothes. Turning the shower on, I stepped inside letting the hot steaming water brush against my undeserving skin.

The water tricking down my neck and back brought me to complete serenity. I loved taking long showers because it gave me an escape from reality for just the time being.

Once I finished, I turned off the water. I wrapped a tower around my body before walking out of the bathroom and into my bedroom.

I changed into some leggings, and a white knitted sweater before brushing my long, brown ,wet tangled hair, and walking downstairs back to my living room where I had nothing better to do.

I dramatically sighed and plopped down on my couch and watched the ceiling.

I seriously have nothing to do. I wanna go out, but I don't know where. I wanna hang out with someone, but I don't know who.

My thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on my door, I rolled my eyes and stayed in the same position for a little longer, when I heard a knock again.

You gotta be kidding me.

I groaned and stood up and walking towards my door and quickly opening it.

That's when I saw no one, literally. Someone's probably pulling a stupid prank on me. I rolled my eyes and backed up from my door, just as I was about to close it I noticed a small box on the side of my doorstep. There was a paper on top and it said "for Camila- shawn"

I furrowed my eyebrows and kneeled down and slowly lifted the box, I closed my eyes before seeing what was inside the box, you never know this might me a trap or something.

Once nothing happened I opened my eyes and see the most precious thing in the world.

It was a fucking puppy.

"AW" I yelled and grabbed the small puppy and placed it in my arms.

I'm not too familiar with dogs, but I know for a fact this was a baby shih tzu, it was the cutest fluffy thing I've ever seen. I was already in love.

My cheeks started to turn red once I realized shawn did all of this. My heart broke into pieces and I felt my whole body sigh.

At this moment, I just wanted to cry. I can't believe he did this. After all the shit I told him and all the years of not talking to him.

This showed me what kind of a person shawn is. He's the kind of person you want in your life, he's the kind of person you never wanna let go.

Dang, I really screwed up this time.

Way to fucking go Camila.

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This was short but I really wanted to update something for you guys!! 💓& I know he's allergic to dogs, but in my story he isn't((;