*Ethan's POV*
I'm screwed. I want to kiss her so bad.. but that would be false. It would feel like I'm only taking advantage for her... although I'm really appreciating her actions towards me... I know exactly what she feels and what she wants but I can't do anything for now.. or can I?
I mean I'm impressed by her.. how brave she is.. she's amazing. She's clever.. pretty, kind.. and she has soft lips...
I get distracted by her sparkling eyes.. I know she has many questions and she'll squeeze them all out of me if she has to. She's too curious.. to be honest I can't control my actions but I know that holding her hand will make her feel more comfortable.
She might be still scared and afraid of me or what I've done but somehow she doesn't seem like she is. Just like I said.. she's really brave.
I can already feel her racing heart.. maybe holding her hand will make it even worse and harder for her.. but I know she wants it and I'll give her what she wants..
Well I want to make her crazy.. sooo bad..
*Your POV*
He looks at our hands and smirks in a way that could make me freak out. Either I'm going to change the subject or I'm going to kiss him..
A kiss would ruin everything.. it's too early.. but maybe it's not.. I bite my lip and start beating faster without even wanting it. It's so weird and confusing.. I don't even know what I'm feeling for him and everything is going so fast.. and actually I wanted to ask him so much..
Suddenly his voice is lower than before.. he's almost whispering.. »Tell me about the questions in your head..« he gives me a devil look.. like he knows what I'm thinking. I'm not even sure if I should be scared or not.
He's sliding his fingers above ours.. I look at him.. then our fingers.. then back to him..
»Uh..« I'm kinda speechless. I'm never like this. I'm always talking a lot and liking for mysteries and I'm a very active and positive person but he makes my whole world stop..
I realize that I'm looking straight into his eyes while he's waking for questions... I shake my head and look away. It's really confusing.. I never thought that he would want me to ask him anything.. either he's doing it on purpose to even confuse me more or he's not who I thought he is..
When I turn back around to him, my heart stops because his face is extremely close to mine.. he just came closer while I was distracted.. or did I came closer..?
I need to distract myself.. Actually is both.. from this.. but I just can't stop looking at his lips. They look so kissable.. my thoughts are running wild.. I want to ask him so many questions and talk to him about deep stuff and all but I don't know if this will be possible.
So I just ask the first question that pops up in my head before anything stupid happens..
»Inspector Popil said... you want to be a doctor..« his smirk won't disappear.. were so close to each other like our face is inches away... »Yes...« he answers real quick...
I don't know if I should be surprised, if he'll explain more or if he only wants me to keep asking. I swallow. »Okay.. uhm.. is there any reason..?« I can't keep myself from asking about it because the thought of it having something to do with Mischa, won't let me go.
I still don't know what happened to her, how he feels and if he'll talk but maybe with small steps... »I guess I just.. want to help people.. and at the same time I'm interested in dead people. Autopsies you know?« he asks carefully. So my thoughts weren't wrong. I nod looking at his lips again.
