*Your POV*
I rush to the girls toilet. My hair, my makeup and my clothes. I grab some tissues and try to clean it up but it's impossible. I groan. I look like a mess. Actually I only want to cry right now.. but I need to blink my tears away. I won't cry. Not on my first day. I shouldn't do that.
If mother wouldn't have told me that I shouldn't use my fighting skills anywhere else than home I would go and knock her out but I shouldn't. I try to take deep breaths and calm down. I need to go home.
I need to leave this place. I can't go through the other classes like this. This is so embarrassing and I don't want to be embarrassed or anything else because of her. But I also don't want to run away..
The door opens and someone enters. I try to look away or turn away so she won't see how I look. As I turn around a little bit, I see Julia. She replies her lipstick on her lips carefully in the mirror. I look back at my shirt.
Actually there's not much to see. It's not even recognizable because the uniform is dark but it's so sticky and it feels so disgusting. My hair is so wet and sticky as well..
»Isabelle can be very jealous sometimes..« she says looking at her lipstick.. she says it's kinda shy and afraid like she doesn't want anybody to hear that she's talking to me. I turn around to her. She's not looking at me so I won't look at her either.
»That's still not an excuse for this..« I say still trying to dry my hair somehow. I decide to wash my face.
She hands me a few clean tissues. Obviously she's nicer than them all. »Don't mind her. She's crushing on Grayson and she's doing this because you're new.« she looks kinda guilty but I have to admit I love her look.
I can't stop looking at her hair but I need to think about something else right now. »Is this normal here? Is she doing this with everyone who's new?« I Ask looking upset and angry. She bites her inner cheek. Obviously not.
»Ugh I don't even care about Grayson! I don't want anything from him! He was just nice!« I say and throw the tissues away. She looks down at me and pressures her lips. »Looks pretty bad.« she says. I clench my jaw. »I know.« I say and rush out.
I'm on my way to class as I see Grayson walking towards me with a few of the others. He's smiling until I'm coming closer. He really needs to stop smiling that much. Not everything is out of cotton candy. I furrow my eyebrows and want to walk past him but he looks at me with a dropped jaw.
»What happened to you?« I'm so angry and I'll make everything clear from the beginning before they think they can play with me. This is not a game and only because I'm new here, doesn't mean they can do what they want to do with me.
»What happened to me? Your crazy crush happened to me!« I say furiously. He looks confused. »My crazy crush..?« he can't tell me that he doesn't know about that? Maybe he doesn't.. but I won't tell him because I'm not a bad person.
»I don't know what you're talking about but let me help you.. I-..« I cut him off because I don't want to explain. I thought he would be nice but I would never expect that he would cause such a problem from the beginning.
»No! Just stay away from me! Please!« I say reaching my hands out like he's toxic. »I don't want people to get anything wrong! Just don't talk to me please!« I say shaking.
Then I enter our classroom and pack my things together. I can hear Grayson coming closer to me. »Would you please tell me what happened?« he asks very worried but I'm really angry and I would prefer to stay away from him. He shouldn't push me to the edge. »Didn't I tell you to leave me alone?« I asks and turn around to him.
»But I don't understand what this has to do with me.« he says really confused. I sigh. »You don't need to.« I say and walk past him. »Let me help you!« I can hear him saying.
I don't even turn around to look at him or to shake my head or to do anything else. I only hope that he leaves me alone from now on. I don't want things to get too far..
I rush to the principal. He's talking to someone on the phone but as he turns around to me and sees me his jaw drops and he looks upset. He hangs up and asks me what happened. He looks upset but I won't tell him what really happened. That would be stupid.
I'm not a little kid who's going to cry at the principal for Isabelle's childish moves. And usually I wouldn't leave but this is really sticky and annoying. I don't want to smell like this for the rest of the day. I can't just keep walking around like a piece of dirt.
I really thought everything that could happen to me but not about this. People need to stop being so jealous. I only want to go home and take a shower. If I tell Ethan what happened, he will freak out so I won't.
I don't want him to freak out but even if he would, I would understand him. I mean I'm annoyed and angry as well. Who is she? She doesn't have the right to do this. She can't just talk to me like this and tell her friends to spill their coffee on me.
I also thought about fighting her but it's my firs day here and I need to show some good behavior. I'm not like her and I won't be like her. I won't let her ruin this. I take deep breath.
»This was just a small accident..« I say looking down at myself. He nods and calls my mother before I say anything. I would like to sit down but I don't want to make anything dirty. I just don't feel very comfortable right now.
This is embarrassing and disgusting.. but I won't let her win and I'll show her that I'm not as weak as I look like. She won't even come along with me. She'll change her direction when she sees me. I only need some time.
After he gives me permission to leave, I walk down to the yard and wait for her. The weather is getting colder. I'm literally freezing. As soon as she arrives, I get into the car and start shaking. She looks at me very worried.
»Are you alright? What happened to you? Is ev-..« I need to interrupt her because if she won't start driving, I'll collapse and die right here. »Mother please just drive!« I say loudly and she does what I say. Thank god the car is warm so I melt a little bit into the seat and close my eyes.
I feel like crap. I only want to be alone but that'll be difficult because she's asking me a million questions. »What happened to you?« she asks looking down at me. I sigh and decide to end this all very fast before she asks me other things.
»A few girls spilled their coffee on me but its nothing important..« she looks shocked. Her jaw drops. »A few girls? Not only one?« I roll my eyes and look out of the window. »Who gave them the right to do that?« I don't answer. I know she doesn't want an answer. She's only angry. What I can understand.
»Oh lord. We'll go back and-..« »NO« I scream as she already turns the wheel. »Don't I really only want to go home and take a shower.. please..« she pressures her lips and keep driving home. I sigh and lean back.
»You're going to tell me exactly what happened and who did this to you! I won't let them do this to my daughter on her first day!« I groan. In my eyes this is not really important. Things like these happen and I can handle it by myself.. I know she won't let go off this but at least she stays quiet until we arrive.
